LAST MEN STANDING FOREVER CHALLENGE daily check in

239 days. All fine.

 

Day 26
Had a wet dream last night. I can't feel that sexual tension that was piled up for so many days. Reduced energy levels.. I am thinking a lot about this. This doesn't end my streak no?

 

day 8

 

this is natural

 

Day 8
Why do I want to be PMO Free?

1. Explosive energy- I will have enormous reserves of energy to be able to accomplish many of my daily goals
2. Inner peace and tranquility- I will be depression free
3. Monk like spirituality and actually connecting with God
4. Impact on the world: One less person contributing to the exploitation of women
5. Restored health- Back will be pain free, no more neck strain, great penile health, fantastic white eyes, restoration of neurotransmitters (homeostatis), improved memory, improved rest and sleep quality, rejuvenated skin
6. Supreme confidence- I will have no reason to be ashamed of myself anymore.
7. Cultivate relationships and actually care about people

This is why I will defeat PMO very soon

 

Absolutely not. Be happy your body is working as designed.

 

Thanks u for this. And update start to day 3 going strong so far!

 

I think I have my counter set up

 

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Today has been such a good day for real. Been going to the gym and really getting it in there this week. I got horrid sleep last night but still feel pretty great. Tonight when I fall asleep it will be a strong day 1. For now it is on to work.

 

74 days

 

Anyone have a flat line after a wet dream or relapse?

 

Reset to day 0.

Back in the saddle. Here we go. Leaving on a two-week trip tomorrow and hoping that will motivate me to finally make a lasting change.

 

I’m in! I start this commitment today! Let’s work. My very first day. I’m excited & officially ready for this journey.

 

So something new for me. Is I started a new job a couple weeks ago. And since starting it I have a problem. That I have never had before because I have a strong sense of being able to draw a line. When it comes to those of the opposite sex. The line being compromised is I really like my manager, she is extremely awesome. In a ton of ways, which makes it hard. Because I want to ask her out. I’ve never had this issue before because most women I work with are either married or in a relationship. And because of those things I can draw a line and all is fine knowing that no chance she is already taken. But she is different. I’ve never felt this way before about. A manager: and it’s been forever since I felt this way. Or ever felt that.

I love my job. And she makes me enjoy it even more because I’ve never had an amazing boss like this before. It’s also a healthy relationship. Because what I want is companionship not sex. Just companionships. Although the other would be an amazing bonus.

I want to ask her out but. I don’t know what to do.

Part of me wants to wait and let go but part wants me to know if there is a chance or if ther isn’t so I can just go back to focusing: on my life and stop day dreaming. Because it’s a constant thing thinking about her. any ideas suggestions or help please say something!

 

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chicken... Day 1 a go go. I have this interesting dynamic unfolding over here... Their is this girl that I have known since the fifth grade and I am 24. I haven't ever really been close to her, you know. But she has always been at the same school since 5th grade. She has always been WAYYYY "out of my league". But I have always kind of just texted her on facebook on and off throughout the years and not really given a shit about societies standards, albeit we never hung out and lived completely separate lives.

But recently I moved to another state to get sober and then it turned out that she had randomly moved to the same state about an hour away, and we both are members of NA and AA and live in Oxford Houses so we were like WHOA WTF DUDE. Lol after not talking to each other for like a year we talked again and it was just coincidental as shit that we got sober at the same time. So my deal is she is literally talking about driving to see me, and Im like WTFFFFF I have to impress her!!!!

I can't fuck this up dudes!! She is a badass chick!!! this could be fucking killer!!! Im not even worried for real, I have badass job at one of the best restaurants in my city and Im gonna take her out for a really badass dinner and were gonna hit some meetings, maybe go to some museums as well. I want it to be super memorable and I want her to feel really special. I mean she IS, THOUGH. its THAT chick dudes. whoa!!

 

Day 2
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Day 9- Woken up feeling fantastic and my meditation just made the day even better.

 

Hey guys! I found this great video explaining how watching TV, videos, series etc on platforms such as YouTube, NetFlix, cable etc can put our brains in an alpha wave state meaning we become highly suggestible. This is how advertisers are able to influence the masses to buy their products. Now just imagine what happens when we watch so much TV and an erotic image appears. It is imprinted into our brains so much more easily because we are in an alpha state. That is why I think as PMO addicts we need to reduce drastically watching TV, watching IG, FB videos hours on end etc. Also check this link: http://www.iamawake.co/your-brain-waves-change-when-you-watch-tv/