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thefuturebillionaire

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by thefuturebillionaire, Dec 4, 2018.

  1. thefuturebillionaire

    thefuturebillionaire New Fapstronaut

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    Hey, guys I'm a new member of this community. I'm currently in my early twenties. I have started watching porn since I was about 12 yrs old. Back then I used to consider it to be a no big deal and something everyone does to just release yourself especially when you are stressed out. Ever since I used to watch porn in different forms and back then it used to feel so good. Now I'm a total addict and there are probably days when I have fapped atleast 3 times a day. However porn is not as exciting as it used to be. It turned out to be more of fucked habit that has left me feeling empty, depressed and I most of my relationship with people are turning to be kinda sour and I mostly spend time alone which makes me even more depressed. I always feel fucking akward when I spend time among a group of people. I also feeling that I'm kinda turning out to be pervert and I'm so fucking disgusted with myself. Not only has this this disgusting habit kept me hooked into it for along time but I believe it has also opened doors to many other addictions I am trying battle against.
     
  2. Dead Kennedy

    Dead Kennedy Fapstronaut

    Welcome to the wesite fellow new guy! PMO is really bad deal and I understand what its like learning how harmful it can be, either by yourself or sources on the internet. But the sliver lineing is that now you can focus on battleing this bad habit-and by doing so- killing off others! By doing nofap your overall willpower will improve tenfold and other habits (good or bad) will only be easier to control. I wish you all the best and ill be here to help if you ask :p
     
  3. Towards Redemption

    Towards Redemption Fapstronaut

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    Welcome. You're messed up, but your eyes are open. I was always ashamed that I masturbated or watched porn because on one level these things are understood to be a taboo, but on the other hand our culture is openly flooded with pornography and intellectual justifications for masturbating and accepting such material as harmless or even artistic and beneficial. As you have experienced, it isolates people and it perverts and depresses them. I find it really sick that this is going on, it should be stopped.
     

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