Intro post

I am a young adult female that has made the decision to stop PMO. I did not know I was so attached. I didn’t know females could M until someone told me in 6th grade. Then I wanted to find out how. It went downhill from there. I would stay up late, go to work/school late, and just slowly spend my free time obsessing. By the time I turned 20, I observed my unrealistic view of sex made me loathe sex in real life. I am extremely uncomfortable with everyone and believe they are all secretly sex freaks. I thought I was only deserving of abuse, but I am so grateful to be made in the image of God who tells me I am worth so much more. I just recently found nofap through the memes, and am so happy to join a community of people who know there is more to life than PMO.

 

Thank you. I’ve started to notice some benefits. For example, I despised talking to men and even being looked at by men because I believed they were all trying to have sex with me. While I still have that feeling, I also have a little thought that views them more than just sexually hungry people. It’s made me more confident and less awkward in public; I no longer wear an angry face. Any words of advice as the journey continues?