My Reboot Journal

Day 17. Just getting my mind to adrift somewhere...but caught just in time. Everything's besides that Is going good though.

 

Continuing Day 17.
Slept in the afternoon. After so many days, wet dream occurred to me. It's progress to me as people say in this forum. Hope to continue working on my streak. Over and out.

 

Day 35.
Wow. All was pretty awesome. No urges whatsoever, giving attention to my work. But from yesterday, I got a huge rush...some sort of force pushing me to go fap again. I tried to control it. It occurred to me at night also, being more and more powerful. I don't want to lose my streak, more than the streak I don't want to lose this habit which I'm cultivating. So I've come here again, writing my journal after so many days. I hope these urges goes away. Irritating it becomes after some point to get rid of this.

 

Thanks Shamgar...i'm trying my best...

 

well, day 37.
These feelings are becoming more and more powerful than ever. Just cannot leave them alone, or they'll break my streak. But i'm working on it.

 

So awesomely said...I'm gonna keep that in mind for sure!

 

Yes...it was 56 days.

 

Day 0. Again.
After 38 days...I did it again. And I'm not proud of it. But the tension was overwhelming for me to absorb it Completely. That being said, I know what I have to change in my surroundings and in myself in order to do this again. It really hurts to break the awesome streak though. But I'll do it again. This time more effectively.

 

Thank u fetian. I really hope so.

 

Day 0.
I was kind of lost in this new year. And so did today. But i want to stop this asap as now i'm feeling that this if wouldn't stopped, would take me down completely. This time, I will. Gonna make it a habit of posting my moods and thoughts as i couldn't continue these in my previous posts. Wish me Luck guys!
Today's mood:
Brain Fog, Stressed, Less Energy to feel.