[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

33/90 done

Day by day its going tough.

 

Day 33/90 forgot to post yesterday, but I'm here! Let's go brothers It's been a long week!

 

It's never the number of days, it's the learning day by day, you deserve a virtual pat on back for making this far. Don't beat yourself up . It's just like grinding hard for 70 days and eating a pizza for just one day, you are not back to square one. It's just a minor setback. Stay strong idol!

 

Lol, maybe it's day 16 or 17 I don't remember

 

easily the first option. when you´re in deep addiction for something, it´s very unlikely that willpower alone will do. you must create physical barriers against the addiction. against porn always being with somebody helps alot. after a good streak you may be able to be alone and don´t mess up, but for now be in a social context is better.

 

it happens. it shows to prove that the addiction is strong. never be confident, never let your guard down.

 

man , tough luck. i was rooting for you. well, still you manage 73 days, that´s awesome . your brain rewired a lot and the next streaks will be much more easy. just watch out for binging on the next days.
one thing i notice in my journey is as the days go by if i don´t motivate myself enough against porn and towards a great life, the addiction slowly starts to grow in my head again. so a piece of advice, every day motivate yourself why you´re doing nofap. that way you won´t forget the pain. remembrance will sharpen your attitude.

 

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very hard these past days. i was horny all day long, didn´t motivate myself enough to nofap and found myself mentally looking for an excuse to PMO. even on movies i was checking out girls . luckly i found out where was i faulting (didn´t motivate myself enough) so i watch nofap videos and i was back on track.

here´s a great video. let´s go brothers!!!!

 

Day 06/90. Yahoo, almost one week. That's a good new beginning for me, I believe :3

 

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33/90

 

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20/90

 

Yes, definitely agree @RiseToGreatness! Need to keep the motivation fresh, need to keep reminding ourselves, or the addiction will work its way back and take over. Thanks for the encouragement and advice

 

Alright man, I will remember that

 

!!! LONG TEXT I KNOW (SRY) !!!
Maybe this is the reason why I relapsed... as I watched porn I thought " Man, thats wrong. You know that! What should God say about it? What would you tell your kids/wife/family about that?" Seconds after the relapse: " Why I am doing NoFap? Why? Only in cases when Im depressed? Want I really quit with PMO? Or is this a trick from the addiction, but honestly I want to quit with PMO?" Now Im writing this and... feeling empty. Not sad, not happy, empty. Relieved, disappointed... my brain feels poisoned, my body feels healthy... why I got those thousands of paradoxing feelings everytime... also no motivation for the GYM or guitar, but for Breakdance and girls...real girls... what is wrong with me xD

 

Day 2 gone!

 

day 0 in progress

 

Well, I reached 38 days without PMO. I'm still 43 days without P, though in the wee hours of the morning I MO'd. Back to the beginning though with a refreshed view of this challenge and how good it really is for me.

 

Day 50/90*.

 

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