Last fap of 2019?

sorry i thought you meant urges for masturbation or porn

 

I'm with you, I binged and faped on the last day of 2018, but now in 2019 I start things fresh new.

 

Troll, what else.

 

Careful… Rape is mostly about power, not sex. More men hold positions of physical power than do women (for historical reasons). Culture also plays a role. It's complex, but don't confuse rape with sexual desire.

 

@LonelyDude21 , your name says it all — lonely.

Loneliness does things to a mind.

So does addiction.

These awful things that you feel…
trapped
attacked
depressed
alienated
lonely
and more…

Once you get into your NoFap journey,
after a bit of time,
those awful feelings will start to disappear.

Better feelings will step in to take their place.

As time goes on, they will get better and better.

Connection, both physical and emotional,
is indescribably better than computer pixels
and a jerking hand.

You are on the right path.
Even when it feels difficult,
even when it feels impossible…
Keep on going.

Keep posting.

 

1. not sure whether you meant that you fapped or that you vaped
2. not sure which is worse

 

Fapping (with porn) is worse, because vaping is much easier to stop and doesn't mess with your mind to the same extent.

BTW, how do you pronounce your user name?

 

I don't. But feel free to choose any of these:
tarantula's eyes
or
taa ta ta taa
or
underscore dot dot underscore
or

Spoiler

tit

 

Thanks for the laugh!

 

I have the same right now,i start since 2018 I was 3 months clean from that, and then I went into a cycle ... "Oh this date is good to start" and postponed, so it was till the end of 2018, so I wanted to start 2019 a full year without PMO but it was on 1 January and now I'm here with my mind, soul and body lost and I do not know what to do

 

yes. I noticed that, when I relapse after a long streak, I immediately start again, while when I'm for a while watching pornography and masturbation it's harder to come back because you have a head spin and you can not think clearly

 

No flapping allowed!!!