Teen category

Shame is natural but not super helpful. I think you found the right place. The good news is that if you avoid all porn it won't matter what categories exist or that you looked at back in the day. I have shameful categories too, teens being only one of them. Fixations and fetishes are par for course for PAs. 5 days is great! One day at a time. It will take time, but healing can happen with focus and honesty. Cheers.

 

I sure liked those type videos,especially the ones with old men and young girls.But as we know it is all BS. I never went to my computer seeking that,it just seems the sites start directing you to different areas.
I often wondered if some of those busted for child porn did so after watching that teen stuff.. I have watched some extreme stuff like women with animals etc.I guess this went on way before computers even existed as I heard people would go to Mexico to watch live shows like that.
I wonder if people without our type issues would get turned on by some of the things we have.

 

is nausea a withdrawal symptom

 

is nausea a withdrawal symptom?

 

This is NOT pedophilia. Pedophilia is a preference for pre-pubescent girls. The girls in the "teen" category are not pre-pubescent.

Right - it is pretty much when every woman is at her physical best.

Yes, some are - but it is a big step from the one to the other.

 

Nope

 

Patrick Carnes, a sex addiction expert, made a comment that
we sometimes find younger girls attractive, because we were young once and were attracted to those same girls.

It's a standard comment that men 'trade up' to a younger model.
Maybe she is uncomfortable about that thought and other things?

Keep up the communication with her if possible.
The shame is a hard one to slog through.

Do not to be hard on your as she wife, and listen,
as she discovers more about this.

Get a program going and information and if you are diligent,
it may begin to allay her fears.

 

I'm told the unexamined life is not worth living,
but the examined life is not easy...

I am so grateful when the positive results
of this work becomes visible.

I found SAA helpful in shame reduction
and hearing others on various parts of this path, if you can.
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"Teen" was my most watched category for all the time. I escalated a lot of porn genres but I was watching teen category to a large extent, in my 11, 15, 18, 20 whatever. Even I have passed the puberty, I was still watching on this category, with my mobile phone in general. And about this issue I have read a great article on FTND.

https://fightthenewdrug.org/this-years-most-popular-genre-of-porn-is-pretty-messed-up/