reached 100 days chuck-mode (aka hard-mode)!

hi fapstronauts,

100 days without porn, masturbation and sex.

i think i killed the urges with my will.

this picture - sitting in front of a screen and fapping like there is no tomorrow is like a nightmare for me. i did this thousand times in my life. i dont want to be like that! so there is only one way. i MUST stop it.

right it is very brute sometimes. sometimes i have strong cramps in my head but i have to be strong.

there ware absolute ZERO benefits when i was watching porn - ZERO!!! porn is like an ulcer which destructs the brain.

there is only one advice wich i can give you:

you need a strong will! it all depends on your will to reach your goal!

and in this challenge you need a goal. set yourself a realistic goal and fight for it no matter what happens. if the urge is too strong go into a forest and scream. if the urge is too strong take some dumbbells and f*ck yourself!

my new goal: reach 200 days!

 

congrats evolve!
yes it feels very good. it was a hard fight - but i am starting to control the urges. there is still a long way to go.

thanks for the supportive comments guys!

 

@ruso

for sure i am not totally cured. i think i can complete (or finish) this challenge after 200 days chuck-mode.

set yourself a goal and count every damn day! also...

- pray
- meditate
- scream
- make long walks
- run
- play guitar
- weight training
- read
- learn languages
- swear the whole day
- believe
- FIGHT

and in the beginning i watched porn in my head. you can say "head porn". i think you have to free your brain. the brain is full with pornstuff. stored over several years. you cant handle all this stuff otherwise. i know many people here do not agree with this technique - but if you dont watch "real porn" and dont masturbate nothing can happen.

and a wet dream is not an enemy - a wet dream is the best friend during this fight.

be honest to yourself - dont watch porn, dont edge and dont masturbate!

 

@ruso

i see your signature now. 190 clean days - that is a great job!

 

thanks guys for the support.

the core of all this nofap-thing is:

stop being a slave of your own lust!

this sounds easy - but for fapstronauts who lost the control (of lust) it is a very hard fight.

before the sexaddiction and pornaddiction i was fully in control of my lust (and desire).