The 2019 X90 Hard Mode High Accountability Elimination Challenge

Nope - Europe.
I wanted to correct your wording - no you did not fuck up your goals you fucked up your mind first with all this porn and kinky stuff and made it your reality. Now it's the time to declutter your mind and get a new grip on your life.

Checking in - Day 32, feeling low energy and pain in the lower back (these days of the month) but staying motivated. Keeping off social media really helps me to stay away from all these artificial stimuli incl porn. I have been chatting with a few guys recently (one of them is on nofap) and sometimes we touch kinky stuff though superficially - no nudes or things like that. So I think I have to stop these themes as well - anyway these text-only guys aren't serious after all. This will only make my brain more bs-free.

 

Sorry to hear that friend. I dont have you down as part of this group so maybe you're trying to check in on another?

 

Great job and insight!!! Less social media would be good for everyone.

 

Thanks for the encouraging reply! I guess I relapsed because I was snowed in all day and couldnt really leave the house to do much, so I was kinda bored and the urges started creeping up.

 

Awesome dude, glad to hear it turned out so well.

 

ok day 13, here are the standings, great job everyone, lots of great support showing up in the group today.

I trimmed the list down for people who haven't shown up in a while.

@I_AM_AWESOME 13.00
@lolman123 13.00
@glnb8 12.00
@Equanimous_breathtoair 11.50
@Esket-IT! 6.50
@Hammerhand2202 9.00
@control 7.00
@DyingWood 4.00
@Daniel1 6.00
@JustForTodayz 3.00
@rkim 3.00
@Coolyorky 2.00
@fleurette 3.00

 

Awesome dude!!!

 

Checking in Day 33, no PMO. Will update if I fail to meet my goal during the day. Yesterday I had an urge to get some wine (kids were going crazy all day long) which I presume would have led to drinking some more then maybe watching P and M, luckily, I had none at home and it was not sold in stores at that hour. I've come to the conclusion that with this journey you have to plan very carefully, sleep enough, eat healthily, exercise, log off from all trigerring media around you and preferably abstain from alcohol, caffeine and other stimulants. Which is hard but doable. Anyway, this is a competition thread. So, let's go!

Thanks for your comments - they're very useful and I always read them but not always respond lol Other members are also awesome, I really respect the guys who relapse and come here to tell that and maybe to think some more about the reasons which led to the relapse. As the saying goes: Master failed more times than the Beginner ever tried. So I really really respect all of you and I'm proud of you! Stay strong and keep going!
When will this challenge end? After 90 days from its start (Jan 1st)?

 

Well done! The key is to win over your mind because it is your mind who switches on the urge not the urges themselves.

 

Hi fleurette,
You're right that we must plan carefully and it takes work. As they say, failure to plan is planning to fail. I'm glad you had the foresight to see where the wine would have taken you. Abstaining from alcohol is pretty key to the challenge because of how much is effects out judgement. We could even recognize that our desire for alcohol is another form of escaping from how we feel. But as someone who used to drink, I do understand the it's-been-a-long-day and I'm going to relax with a glass of wine.

I appreciate your comments and contribution to this thread. No need to respond everyday, but I appreciate when you do.

Yes the challenge will end on April 1st. At that point I'll likely start another one and I might merge the C90 and X90 together.

alright, LETS GO!!!!!