The back and forth feeling.

I feel like I'm stuck in addiction purgatory right now. I have two different voices in my head that are constantly going back and forth.

Mmmmmm porn.

Nah man that's bad.

PORN I LOVE YOU YOU ARE SO GOOD YOU ARE THE BEST AND BETTER THEN FOOD.

Dude go to the gym or call someone or eat a peach.

Yo man fetish transwoman porn and maybe some hot sexy blowjob clips really would cap off this Tuesday.

Go for a walk and listen to all the birds and the beauty of the city.

You haven't gotten into scat porn, step sister porn, maybe a little gay porn? You never know. How about bi sexual orgies?? The possibilities are endless my friend.

All you need is someone to laugh with. You love women and have had sex with plenty of them and remember the feeling of the heat and the pull and the sweet taste of a kiss.

I know what I have to do. Just keep building good habits and replacing them with newer and healthier habits. But right now I'm just a little exhausted and tired and frustrated so I wanted to post here just to get some relief. Thanks for anyone who listens.