Heartbroken

Don't hate yourself. It is understandable why you relapsed since you felt frustrated what I would recomend is that since you had such a rough time recently you should take care of yourself. Maybye you could retake a hobbie or take up a sport really dosen't matter as long as it distracts you from this frustration you feel

 

Turn all your emotions as a motivation and take up a goal like exercising or stuff, I personally like to workout since its a good way to use my emotions as a fuel to gain something that'll do me good.
"Heart is also like a muscle, the more it gets torn, the stronger it gets back on track"

 

I still think about a girl i really liked every now and then. Even though its like 6 years since i last saw her. Jesus that is sad. Sometimes i dont think about her for 10 months and then out of nowhere i dream about her.. Makes no sense

 

Tough situation, but dont beleive its the end! Going through things like this is hard and its fine to be sad, but dont let this define you!

There are people out there who appreciate you and who you are. This is just a few sad pages in the book of your life .

 

Currently trying to accept i will never find someone, not everyone deserves that apparently.. Enough with the porn and fapping aswell, that just makes me feel Shame. Gonna just try to do the best i can in this life instead

 

It hurts. It really does brother. You’re not the first guy to have this and sadly not the last.

I can say honestly you’ll feel better with time. If you want constructive advice better yourself. Be the best version of you you can be. Physically (start training/gym) and mentally. Honestly mate, you will feel better soon

 

Thanks, no seriously Thank you

 

I am also in pain, but coming here helps