[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

2 days. modesty

 

17 days completed, 18th day today

 

day 2/90

 

Day 53/90 let’s go brothers!

 

Day 25

 

On day 19 right now. Still no urges. Had some spurts of desire to watch porn though but so far easy to ignore. Fantasies still high, trying to no indulge in them but no successfully haha. Gonna try more. Had sexual dream, no wet dream though. Challenge 22% complete.

 

6/90

 

65 complete

 

Guys....have you ever observed that after stopping PMO you will find the things coming to your way....being more peaceful,joyfull, its making me feel like i've born just now....like breaking the shell and seeing a new world....lets do this!

 

26/90...no issues with urges and feeling at peace, although I am noticing a lot of turmoil around me, primarily work, friends, etc...In the past, I usually get caught up in that turmoil, but today I am observing it, feeling a little bit of stress, and aprehension, but not drawning. Im not holding my breath but may be a positive sign of the new normal, a small sign of healing perhaps?

 

Day1/90 done successfully. Did great today full busy. Cheers guys.

 

3,

awful withdrawal day (sadness, fear, tension, fatigue) + lot´s of work conflicts with womans. but i see my mind plays a great deal on doing negative interpretations. most of the situations are not serious but my mind makes a lot of fuzz around it. i guess i´m feeling depressed. luckly i got home now so at least that pain is over. used the depression button a lot. it sure helps

i wonder when i made the reboot if i will ever stress over the things i´m stressing now.

 

Day 11 check in amigos.

Don’t slip up at the weekend.

 

Day 72 done.

 

Day 3

 

13/90 .

 

Day 68/90*.

 

Day Zero. Relapsed yesturday.

 

Day 47. Haven’t posted on here in ages. I fell into relapse today and feel really stink. Felt like it was going good but have been having a lot of anxiety lately. Lots of family, work, study pressure and the feeling of needing a release from it all just overtook me. I was so tired too and haven’t been sleeping well. In the end I gave in. In a positive light this has been an amazing streak of 47 days (nearly 7 weeks) and I feel I can do it again. Wish me luck.

 

3/90 all is well