Edging doesn't work

I know it's been said a million times here. Heck, I've read it more times than I can recount. Didn't matter. I thought I was stronger, and it wouldn't affect me. I was wrong. In order to reboot, you CANNOT let anything creep back in, especially edging, even without P.

Here was my progression after going more than 30 days of No M, no P, and no O. "A little touching won't hurt", a few days later, "Getting close won't matter, as long as long as I don't O", a few weeks later on a poorly time business trip, "looking at a few pictures won't hurt", a few days later at home, "watching a video won't hurt", the next day, "M'ing to a few videos won't hurt, as long as I don't O", Tonight? "DAMNIT, Time to start over".

My mistake was letting myself slip into the mindset that nofap is actually no-O. O is only a tiny piece of the puzzle, everything that goes with it is actually more important. It's all those small pieces that lead up to it that have to be avoided. Don't let the small things slip in. Set a boundary, and DON'T cross it.