Day 1

Hello Everybody,

Today was what I would classify as my first day, since yesterday was technically only the day I actually decided to commit to this.

I think the underlying question is "How do I feel?". Do I feel any different to before? Is "NoFap" really what it promises? I think it's to early to tell but I have noticed that I think a lot more about sex more regularly, which makes it even harder not to think about watching porn. I also noticed that today was the first day in a long time that I had a random boner. I found this particularly weird since I don't masturbate every day, but still didn't experience such a thing in the past couple of months. I think this might be due to the fact that my brain knows that I will be deprived of the sensation of pornography for a long while.

I did have thoughts of relapsing today but I did convince myself that I would not only be letting myself down, but my future self. I wish I could write for longer today, but it's already late and I had a stressful day.

Thanks for the words of encouragement from you guys. Ill see you tomorrow.