I really hope i just sleep , Die and end my suffer ( Femdom addiction )

Couldn't agree more. As for narc techniques and their modus operandi there is a great site run by a narc of "the upper kind" www.narcsite.com, you can check it out.
@zaba99 don't entertain yourself with these thoughts, just don't. Period. Forget it. Either you're going to hell or you are going back to your true self. I was once a domme (think soft femdom) and I engaged in mental games with my sub, maybe it's hard to believe but I fucked his mind to the point where he wanted his dick to shrink and lose erections. This was all done with the help of relevant porn. I honestly don't know how he is doing right now but he's addicted to this mindfuck for sure. You should go one year NoFap and no PMO. No visuals. Stick to it.

 

What's Psy? No other fetishes I tell you as a kinda domme if you wish lol. Theres no moderate form of taming this fucking addiction. Go no PMO hard mode, workout, cold showers, journal, etc. You cant see that all you're thinking of is these fetishes - is that all your life is worth for? Porn fantasies? But well I see it and some other ppl here see it so please listen and get out of this fantasy world.

 

I'm in like the exact same situation as you, a little bit older and instead of a prostitute it was a woman a bit older than me my friend set me up with, but the same kinda awkward stuff happened.
But yeah this has been a problem before i even started using porn. Then when I discovered porn had categories for femdom stuff it just made me think it was even more normal. The stuff is super messed up though especially when you've been fapping to some of the same "dommes" for years and years.
And you feel bad because you keep going back to it, but then in the video the girl is talking about how you're addicted to it and shit. It's a rough cycle I keep putting myself through.

 

It's mental games and it numbs your brain and makes it craving for more. If you don't stop it you'll end up in total hell. I tell you. This femdom thing is really evil, I think it's based on that pussy power women have over men, it's like fucking up your brain taking advantage of your week spot - attraction to women as a hetero man. And you guys are so much more than subs, so much more than slaves, you have the potential to achieve so much in life. Just drop the fucking veil from your eyes, ears, and from your brain, and you will thank me in the end.

 

Stop thinking about the things you were thinking about instead of thinking about femdom, stop living in fantasy world and justifying yourself by giving some more excuses invented by your addicted brain. You know you're addicted, don't you? What do you have to do in order to heal? Avoid the object of your addiction at all costs - and all that's related to it, triggers and stuff. If you continue to give in to your brain's crazy talk and entertain these thoughts I'll understand you like being addicted and you want some compassion from NoFap community which will then reduce your feelings of guilt and prolong your time in hell. So?

 

Thanks for your insight. This stuff really does seem evil. Its like a depopulation agenda.

 

Congrats on your 1 month without orgasm!
I understand that it is not easy - but you still have the potential to do it with right determination. Therapy or psychiatrist consultations might help with that a lot.

 

I'm definitely going to follow this thread. This is the most relatable thing I've seen on nofap. Any time I try to look online for stuff about this I don't really find anything except for like adult forums and chatrooms and stuff. Like pmo type stuff.

 

You've filled your mind with a lot of unnatural sexual desires and you need to flush them out. The only way to effectively do that is to: Work out and exercise, COMPLETELY avoid any porn/masturbation, and work on new skills and abilities that will enrich your life. If you do this, you will eventually have a normal life, wife, family, job etc... If you don't... you will only have more of the same.

 

Get the pluckeye extension

 

Does it work good? And do you have to like give a password to someone else? Would they know it's for blocking porn? I am really interested in getting something like this but I am having a hard time figuring out what would work the best for me.

 

You got this!!!

 

I totally agree with @fleurette , Femdom has no moderation at all. I call it the mother of fetishes because it includes every fetish, the more you go with it, the more fantasies will pop up, and extra fetishes you will gain. Also it plays in many ways, sometimes it controls the addict's emotions when he is on Nofap as well. I have been fighting this so long but I am sure after a long streak, the the fantasies will be eliminated, even femdom will go away. There is a good mate here who had been fighting femdom and bdsm for years, and now he is finally done of all these fetsihes.

It is really great you have reached one month buddy! That's inspirational. Keep it up, I would like to know more about your progress, all the best

 

The majority of women 90%+ are not dominant, and all those ones on web or even real life care about one thing "money". And yep they will never consider a sub as a partner. The only way to manage this is to get out of this fetish by Nofap

 

Brain fog anf urges, try hard to focus on ur studies and don't let it happen or think that by relapsing you can concentrate, it won't and it might push you to extra slips. Be careful man, I have been through this a week ago with my finals.

 

Good question. No you dont have to give a password to someone else. It is built for the type of person like me who wants to restrict themselves. There are different levels that you can set the extension as far as restricting yourself. It blocks all videos and images. Just google pluckeye extension. Works for chrome dont know if it works for other browsers. I would just try it see if it works for you. its free. So far its the best solution I have ever found for me.