Why you started watching Porn?

I saw my dad's internet history when I was 10. I never seen such hot females.

At this day, I'm attracted to women that will make me feel insecure and vulnerable. And I have ED. lol.

 

Definitely used porn to escape my loneliness growing up.. I don't think I really fit in full with anyone. I would hang out with people, but I always felt like an outsider.. I felt like my friends didn't really care if I was there or if I wasn't. I think its good to examine why all of this started.. OP has started a pretty cool thread. Anyways because I was feeling this loneliness, I would spend like an hour every single day all alone in my dark room watching porn.. everywhere else in my life I felt like an outsider.. but not when I watched porn. When I watched porn, I felt nothing but that intense rush in my body.. I didn't think any bad thoughts about myself or the world.. I was completely into the moment watching porn. I think thats what it really boils down to for a lot of us.. humans need to find something to kind of turn the brain off and be in the moment.. its good for us. The problem is when we turn to things like porn and drugs because we can't do it on our own. Working on meditating and journaling to help me out.

Good luck everyone!

 

I was curious. I started when I was 11 but didn't know what I was doing until I was 13. It stuck with me because it made me feel good.

 

I started when i was bout 16. i think it stemmed from an extremely very high sex drive combined with my very inquisitve nature and a very low self esteem and opinion of myself i.e. nodoby would want to be with me. of course - what does that leave then? you guessed it....

 

I didn't even mean to. [NSFW]I saw an erotic photo at age 9, performing an innocent image search of Google, as a joke. Then I looked for the picture again. Then erotic photos turned into softcore and softcore turned into fucking porn. I wish I had more supervision as a kid.[/NSFW]