Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Today I am good at my job! And NoFap is an integral part of my success.

 

Today I am grateful for having enough money to live (without stress/pressure in this scope) and flat where we are with my family.

 

Today I finally use NoFap again after a long time of weakness!

 

Today I will not use pornography because I do not want to lose my focus and my concentration again

 

Today I will not use porn because it fucks me up, and i am sick of what it has taken from me. I am on the path of defeating it, and will win

 

Today I will not use porn because every day I am quietly stronger, quietly more confident. I want to be the real me

 

Today I'm struggling to stay positive, my brain wants me to focus on everything negative. But I will not use porn because it's still not worth it

 

Today I will not use porn because I'm tired of giving in and giving up on myself. I'm tired of wishing things were different without doing anything about it. I'm tired of the shame and the lies and the sadness. Let's go!

 

I will not use porn because it brought troubles only for mementary pleasure and I'm suffering it in every level of my being.

 

Today I will focus on being a better person.

 

Today is thursday,

The one after wednesday

But what makes today special for me, is that i admit i need help. i need to talk to you all about my disquieting thoughts.

My mind has been buffeted by constant, impulsive, sexual flashbacks for about a week now. Normally i would just incubate these thoughts, eventually watch them draw invariably back to my PMO habits a few days down the road. I could do that. It wouldnt kill me. It wouldnt destroy every other aspect of my life.

Im just tired.
Tired of watching every other part of me grow except this stupid habit i downloaded in 5th grade.

So today is different, if only because im trying to talk to you guys before that happens. Im trying to be strong enough to admit; im NOT strong enough, alone.

And for today, thats enough for me to feel like im making decisions a little more wisely than yesterday (hopefully)

I am thankful for all of you folks, i am thankful for this thread of encouragement. i am thankful for the distraction from my urges during the time it took to read and type. thank you!

 

I know how you feel.. Since you've not watched, the enemy wants to remind you of him and make you see or feel your missing out. We aren't missing out on anything. Since the few days I haven't watched, it's like my mind is looking for something to find sensual. Lord willing I'm not going to give my mind that opportunity. This enemy wants to ruin our lives. We can't let him do that.

 

Today I will not use porn because I’m tired of resorting to PMO to mitigate a wave of anxiety. I’m thankful for the awareness I’ve developed over the past month to catch myself when in the thought process of searching and realizing what I am doing to stop in time before seeing the image. Hence I will add on a new challenge of being without one piece of social media that I have trouble with temptation: Twitter, until such time I feel comfortable to return with a steelier self discipline

 

Today I am overcoming my social anxiety and issues with self-confidence.

 

Also, Today I am going to study really productively and efficiently

 

Today I am not going to defile myself sexually.

 

Today I am gonna do something productive lol

 

I will not PMO today because I am prepared. I am ready for my life, it's waiting for me at the and of the road.

 

Today i am positive looking at the future, not the past anymore

 

Today I will treat myself for successfully completing one month of nofap/reboot journey...I should thanks myself for this treat