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Hour by hour

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Athelas, Feb 8, 2019.

  1. Athelas

    Athelas Fapstronaut

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    This is going to be brief and boring self-talk.

    Somebody is overcoming porn/mast addiction day by day. For me, it is hour by hour. Literally.
    I actually celebrate a night without P/M. That's how bad it is.
    Swimming through a brain fog with caffeine, theine, guarana and ginseng. They don't help. At all.
    What is my goal? Get a happy inspiring life back? Mend relationships? Or just last one more day... I don't know. Collision course with reality.
    I can see only pain ahead.
    Ok, we have one night. Maybe I can add one day to it.
     
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    Wuh. Tired, exhausted. In care of some good person today and actually doing something. I would be binge-watching by now. But,... guess not - tempted, but just too tired. No real will power anywhere to be seen. Just exhaustion. However, tomorrow its going to be HARD. xtremely hard.
     
  3. Athelas

    Athelas Fapstronaut

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    No, today is hard. Girlfriend just left. Some decisions obviously come too late in life.
     
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    Slowly edging my life away... Today was too much
     

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