I think I am into Cuckolding

You should look at the bright side first, you got over the incest porn, this is a big step forward. The same way you got over that one, you will get over other fetishes as well, including cuckold fetish.

You should stop fantasizing about it or read about it (erotica too) and you should stop masturbating as well.

I think cuckold porn is sadly a very common thing in pmo addicts but not that many can recognize it or talk about it. Watching any pornography basically trains you to be a cuckold (you have the perspective of a cuckold and you do exactly what a cuckold is doing) so in a way ending up with cuckold fetishes after watching regular porn is in a very twisted way normal and expected.

 

Yup, can confirm. Almost 2 decades of porn twisted me into wanting to see my fiancee done by other guys, along with other fantasies that are significantly worse. You have a lot of pent up energy that I would personally channel into vigorous calisthenics or any other exercises. You succeeded before, you can do it again. Just stay tf away from porn, if you're serious about this.

 

I'm into the C-thing also (looking at videos)...BUT BUT BUT I also know that I couldn't "live" that experience for real. I mean letting my wife go with another guy.
So, It's a proof (at least to myslef), that my c-hold fetish is just a fantasy.

 

At least you are learning about this at a young age and before entering a serious relationship.
You can beat this. Read, learn and don't be afraid to ask questions.

 

I actually think cuckold porn is what cemented my porn addiction back in 2011. No doubt I had a problem before that, but had I known about Nofap back then before I discovered cuckold porn I probably could have quit with relative ease. It was after I started liking cuckold porn that things spiraled out of control. As others have noted, it seems to be the final destination for many porn viewers, especially those with submissive tendencies. That and sissy porn are always where I wind up after several relapses. It's also the only porn-induced "fetish" I worry might stay with me even after years of sobriety. My best streak was 6 months, and at the time I'm pretty sure the fetish hadn't dissipated. We'll see what happens a year or two down the road. Best of luck to you. Cuckold porn is powerful stuff, and for me it has always had the strongest addictive potential.

 

I'm not sure if you've ever been cheated on, but for me this type of porn was a way of sexualising trauma.

Basically, about 12 years ago my ex cheated on me with a black guy from her workplace (I'm white British). I was not a great bf to be honest, so we were on the road to ruin anyway -- but I found out about it and totally lost my shit.

It took me ages to come back from, a lot of hard work on myself and therapy etc. but eventually I got over it, or so I thought!

I was a sex addict before that, but I never really got off on the IR or cuck porn -- I watched plenty of other filth and had my own fair share of fetish-based experiences, but that just wasn't a thing for me -- if anything I always looked for guys I could relate to.

However, over time I found myself fetishing my ex's cheating and steering myself towards that kind of material -- like a way of punishing myself or something.

Whenever I go back to PMO I start to steer towards it, and it really screws with my values as I know it's not what I really want!

During my longer periods of abstinence my tastes completely change and the idea of infidelity totally turns me off -- it's only when I'm triggered by something sexual that it creeps back on me, almost like a desire to be treated badly as a result of my shame, or something.

The me without pmo is a completely different person with completely different tastes -- the trick is to retain my authentic tastes when I have real connections.

 

Being into that porn is what i believe helped to drive me further subconsciously away from my wife...i wanted to fantasize about her with someone else and now that we are seperated that reality is on my doorstep. Why would i ever want that i ask myself. The people that make it know what they are doing to the people who watch it When a husband lets his wife do that there is no way in hell you can tell me that its healthy. Maybe it works for them but deep inside they have this addiction as well and now have taken it to the point where it is real and no turning back. Its depraved and thats why its so powerful. It programs men to not be worthy so that a "real man" can step in for you...it saddens me

 

@Freddiefox , @Sense , @Fishfinder ,

We are all confronted to the same conclusion. Cuck porn is definitely a genre that leads to the downward spiral of porn, getting us closer to the need to self-medicate with more poisonous cuck/sissy porn. I KNOW I couldn't stand an open relationship. But I looked at it just like, oh that girl got it right!...NOT!
That made me think my wife was too vanilla, not having enough of a sex drive to pull this is front of me. It was all lies.

As a matter of fact, I was given the opportunity to go with 2 ladies (one was my GF at the time). My principles and morals (Im not saying if you do you that aren't morally right) made me prefer the comfort of (read no insecurities) staying in line. I know I did the right thing, but I also regret it to this day.

lol. Anyway, Ièm doing decent these days, its because I'm busy with work and gym time, so I go to bed early. Stepping away from the computer helps...

 

Great to hear of your progress and finding other things to occupy your time.