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Fallen -- but haven't given up in the slightest

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by vashie, Feb 22, 2015.

  1. Feb 22, 2015 #1
    vashie

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    Well, my PMO counter was at day 20 this morning -- it's now at 0. I suppose if I was being honest with myself I probably should have reset it yesterday. I didn't completely edge, but I edged on edging. I had it coming.

    My life has come apart at the seams over the last few days in all areas. Self control has gone completely out the window. I haven't been focusing on the projects I should be focusing on (and deadlines are getting closer), I haven't been working out, I've been netflix binging instead of reading good books, I haven't been eating healthy, I haven't been studying as hard as I should have. I guess you could say giving in to PMO was just kinda par for the course.

    My plan for getting on the ball is to focus on a far more holistic type of improvement -- My entire lifestyle, not just my PMO addiction. I figured I should post in this section in the spirit of honesty.
     
    vashie, Feb 22, 2015
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  2. Feb 22, 2015 #2
    rex84

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    The phoenix must burn to emerge.” - Janet Fitch
     
    rex84, Feb 22, 2015
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  3. Feb 22, 2015 #3
    massive291

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    that's great bro... hope you succeed ...I am in the same situation...
     
    massive291, Feb 22, 2015
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  4. Feb 23, 2015 #4
    foodman389

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    That sounds like a great plan! :D

    I would say though that you shouldn't be so harsh on yourself about your procrastination, because getting down about things makes it hard to be motivated, and the second you become unmotivated, you become SUPER vulnerable to relapsing.

    Hope things turn out for the better man, good luck! :D
     
    foodman389, Feb 23, 2015
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  5. Feb 23, 2015 #5
    vashie

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    Hey thanks guys for the response and the encouragement. Lookin up for day 2 of no PMO!
     
    vashie, Feb 23, 2015
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