Knight 418 days without masturbation

Hello I call myself Knight and have lived eighteen winters. I didn't masturbate for 418 days. And yesterday 2/22/15 I let myself masturbate without pornography.I haven't masturbated to pornography since Dec 24th, 2013. And I know now my strength and I have a deep intuition in my soul that tells me that I can knowingly go twice, three times and four times as long without masturbation.

I am winning my battle against pornography use. I've been on a rollercoaster of progress and relapses. I haven't masturbated to pornography since Dec 2013. But I've watched it and seen nudity and naked erotic images and I consider those relapses. And they've been very very very painful and depressing. Its officially been a month and twenty five days since I haven't viewed pornographic videos and images. Yesterday 2/22/15 I downloaded 29 videos from Youtube that talk about Anti Pornography and I've been listening to them on my ipod.
I was against making a NoFap account, yet it is so highly advised in the reboot process.

I'm also eradicating sexual erotic literature.

I might as well. I will be free of all things.

We all have limitless strength.

"Then out spake brave Horatius, the captain of the gate:
'To every man upon this earth death cometh soon or late,
and how can man die better than facing fearful odds,
for the ashes of his fathers,
and the temples of his gods." -The Lays of Ancient Rome

 

Thank you!

You can do this! I believe in you!
Keep pushing brother.

 

You are an inspiration to me man! I'm on 99 days and if a brother can go for 418 days then I know I'm on the right track...

I'll keep going myself!

Oh yes, lets do this.

Alpinist

 

Thank you that is very nice of you to sayI appreciate it Direwolf

I think I may send you a private message about what I've experienced on this journey and what I'm still going through.

 

to Alpinist:
Anything is possible! Limitless strength.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zA9b9Sog9Ro

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OoeMqvrn_HY

These videos have inspired me. And I hope that they can inspire you to keep striving. Feel free to share them with your friends and all you know.

We're all brothers here.

Knight

 

@ Rising_Up Thanks for your support!
The power of the mind is limitless.

You're like all of us; improving ourselves and our lives one step at a time.
We're all brothers here and the most beautiful thing is that no one judges each other.

Stay strong! I believe in you.

Rise up!

"Rise and rise again until lambs become lions." -unknown

 

To AG71: I know you can do this. We've all worried about how long our streak will last and if we'll have the strength to continue and how we'd be able to live with ourselves after we relapse and hell and depression and suicidal thoughts break lose.

Road to recovery tips: take up something that is expressive and rehabilitating; art, drawing, music. Condition yourself by setting goals to get stronger and to have a more supple mind, body and energy. Meditation, exercise, and reading.

Hopefully that helps. We're all in this together my brother.

Knight.

 

Epic man ! Respect !

 

Thank you!