[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 4. checking in

 

I was on a 8 day streak last night when after half hour of sleep i unconsciously started humping in semi sleep state.After reaching point of no-return I tried to stop but to no avail and wake up to my senses.I felt ashamed for this unavoidable relapse.Also next morning an urge just came to me when i was again MO and I found myself relapsing again and starting all over.Maybe due to multivitamin tablet I took a day before that forced me to reach peak and do MO.But I will try to remember learned lesson to avoid urges next time...hopefully!
Now starting Reboot and Reset for next goal 90 Days hard mode challenge
Day 0/90 (Hard Mode)

 

Day 3

 

that's funny. keep going brother.

 

day 8 in progress.
yesterday was not funny at all, all day was good. I was very active, did sports, met people, watched a movie at a friend's place, but got home very late and very tired. I made it my business not to surf the internet and go straight to bed. I was lucky to fall asleep quickly. I get aroused as hell when I'm sleepy and tired. where is this comimg from, idk. anyway. I hope today will be better. I dont like weekends. too much free time to kill.

 

keep going brother. you can do it. one day at a time.

 

Thanks for your support..

 

Thanks bro! Glad that made you laugh...

 

Keep it up

 

Those semi sleep states are buggers! The last time I slipped was because I had started playing around with myself half asleep and convinced myself I had already sealed the deal...I think looking back that if I would have stopped and got my bearings, it wouldn’t have been a relapse, but I convinced myself I was already gone, so then I got up and looked at pics and finished. I think to give myself a window, of say, 10-20 seconds where it doesn’t count as edging if I’m still half asleep, but if I catch myself before O, it doesn’t count. There’s something to be said about that half asleep state where we’ll engage in edging that we otherwise wouldn’t if we were fully awake. Wondering what others thoughts are on that?

 

7/90, busy with two jobs and then had some quality time with family and friends. A good day. Keep going. Don’t give up

 

Day 3. Not as many urges as yesterday but one was pretty bad. Thankfully it passed as they always do with abit of patience

Cheers guys.

 

You are right similar situation of sleep masturbation occur occasionally during half sleep usually within 20-60 min after sudden sleep on bed.I had twice in week problem of in the past years.But now reduced to about 2-3 times in a month.

 

This music felt so deep! Thanks for sharing it!

 

Very good job!

During this 50 days, some P adds popped up for me too, but I didn’t relapse, even if I’ve been caught by the temptation for a while. In that situation, I learned that an urge will pass, just gotta find something to distract.

 

Don’t be worried, just hang on. In the first 3/4 weeks I had boners and was aroused when I was in a semi-asleep state. After that, I don’t get aroused in my bed anymore when trying to sleep.

 

You know, I discovered another thing about this addiction. It is not only pics, videos that we remember from porn, but also words, phrases.
Things you’ve listened before, and then when you think random things that have nothing to do with porn, you can get aroused. Don’t wanna get into details, but, if you’ve seen a video that a porn actress said ‘Come here’, when someone in the street says ‘Come here’, you can link this to a porn video you’ve seen....would this explain why we’re anxious and ashamed in the streets maybe?

 

day 0 again

 

Day 0. I hope to really improve.

 

Daily check-in. On day 63.