I just relapsed to porn again... I need some help!

I hate to say this, but this morning, I just relapsed to porn... again. I didn't fap off thankfully but it was definitely not worth it at all. I felt so terrible afterwards. I felt so guilty and ashamed about myself after watching degenerate videos online. It was just awful. I just can't believe I made that same mistake again.

Yesterday, I made a vow to never watch porn ever again, but I still failed myself. The problem was, I was so overconfident. I never stayed true to myself. I was lying to myself. My old self is now starting to take over me and if I keep this up, I will end up being back in the addiction again, right back to day one.

I will have to start the entire rebooting process all over again and endure another long flatline. That would not be good. I don't want to be stuck with no sex drive, let alone having a dead dick 24/7. I hope that doesn't happen again.

The worst thing about this whole situation is that I was doing so well on my NoFap journey. I was so confident and blissful. I felt like I was on top of Mt. Everest with the winds blowing on my face. But now, all of a sudden, I got blown off the mountain, and now, I'm back on the bottom. And now, I would have to spend so much time and effort to climb that mountain all over again! Damn it!

Anyone have any advice on how I can recover from this situation? I have been relapsing to porn without fapping off for the past two days. And now, I have to break free from this downward spiral that I'm in. Or else, all my work, all my progress, would be wasted, but for what? Nothing.

I need some help, this situation is very dire. I need some good motivation to help me deal with those urges. The urges I have been feeling were some of the most intense I have ever had in my life. I just couldn't help but give in to the temptations of the devil. So if you have any thoughts, pls make sure to tell me right now. Pls help out your Captain will ya?

-Captain Rex

 

The same thing is happening to me. I watched porn once without fapping and now I feel like watching it again, and probably won't fap again. For me it's loneliness and depression which is a trigger.

Do you have something which is triggering you to want to watch it?

Also do you have a partner?

When I'm involved with a woman, all my porn goes out the window !!

 

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Fuck, I actually realized that as soon as I uploaded this post. You should vote based on the second question. I should have not typed in the first question. Just ignore the first question. That should've not been there. Thanks for pointing that out, bro.