need momentary help

52 days without porn now on biggest streak of not masturbating with 16 days and going on.
But mind keeps thinking of ejaculating and get relieved.
What do I do now.. not able to sleep now.
One part of the brain is saying do it and will start again and another part saying dont do it.
head is becoming heavier . What do i do now.

 

liked "
Were all in the same game; Just different
levels. Dealing with the same hell;
Just different devils.
"

will do better. got much motivation not to do it. may be tomorrow I need it again ..
I am going out for 8 days for trekking wo just giving an excuse to myself that dont do it for 3 more days and rest 8 days will be added automatically to the streak as wont be finding there any to fap out.

thanks a lot

 

I thought I am strong.
I thought I can easily get over it.
starting it with enthusiasm, but after 10 days its like my brain asks for that hormone to flow. The nerves start feeling the necessity of that.. they demand it.
And that's when you realize that you are not that strong.
That's when you feel how difficult it is to get over a drug addiction. Earlier while watching movies it was easy to say what's the big deal in coming over an addiction...

My brain getting heavier and heavier during some time of the day and it feels like sperm is on the edge and just give ten faps and it'll be over.

But then all of a sudden I also think of the movie the Shashank redemption where he digged out a prison in 10 years and got himself free.
How hard he has wired his brain to get out of prison. I can do it for 90 days. And I'll do it.

With all your support and motivation, I'll do it.

I just left the office and instead of the transport, I am going to walk down to my home.

 

I don't do drugs and have consumed alcohol hardly 10 times from the time I was born..
But I'll do fasting once a week.. it was a great input brother..

 

Thanks bro.
Earlier when I joined this page about a momth ago I thought that y do I need to post daily and get motivated.. I can do it myself.

It's true one can do it by oneself.
I realized that there is no harm or Shame in asking help when I need it.
Two words of encouragement helps a lot.
Makes you feel that you are not alone..

I try to help others also in getting over this.
Thanks a lot brother..
You helped like a real brother.

 

Thank you all. For helping me that day..
It added two more days to my streak and going on. After that urge.. now my mind is kind of relaxed .. don't know how.. may b now it knows that I am not going to give up so it started looking for some other important stuff.

To other people I want to tell that.. once you pass an urge, you raise a flag into the brain that you are not going to give up.. last two days for me we're normal and didn't got any urge.. may be after 5-6 days same situation will appear again. But you need to tell yourself that you don't need it. Every single step makes you stronger and weakens the urge.

 

now I am on 40 days of nofap.. and 70th day of no porn..
last few days have been horrible as I feel totallly depressed but even in those times I didnt gave up.