struggling again - sissy bbc

@rafanal @Breach @littlekegger @kriss93 @ghengis_naan

Hey guys, from what I'm picking up in this thread you guys have in the very least mentioned sissy porn addictions, or a large shift in sexual preferences, likely due to porn. Join the groups "Recovering from Sissy Porn" and "Confused Sexualities". There are lots of guys in those groups with stories extremely similar yours, involving shame, guilt, a sense of being out of place, etc. Many of these guys have fully recovered as well. Join the groups and read the stories to see if they fit you.

I was very hooked on sP between 15 and 19 y/o. I am 20 now. At my worst, I was PMOing 5 hours a day for 2 months straight to extreme sissy porn, either similar or worse to what you guys have described. I had my own women's clothes, lingerie, anal toys, chastity cage, a female name, and used them very often. I was 99% sure I was either bi or gay, and seriously considered sex transition surgery. Almost a year ago now, when I was very in deep with the sissy stuff, I had a chance to lose my virginity to a very pretty girl; however, due to all the PMO, I could not even get an erection with her sucking me off. That pushed me even farther into the sissy hellhole.

However, what I didn't know back then was that all my desires and problems came from porn; they weren't who I was at all, although I could not tell at the time. After a 90 day reboot of absolutely no porn or stimulating media, no stimulation to my penis by me or anyone else, and obviously nor orgasms, I am about 98% cured. I know 100% now that I'm a man and I'm attracted to women. I have sex a lot, with 100% erections, and I finish everytime in a timely manner. This can be you too

It's very likely your arousal to many of these things is due to porn and isn't your true sexuality. Only way to truly know is to do a good reboot and see what your brains wants to do after. Best of luck guys, and join those groups

 

sadly my desires do not come from porn, i have been interesting in this stuff way before porn, i first realized it when i hit puberty.

 

Greetings,

Just wanted to offer an opinion as I’ve struggled with this type of p before.

About me... 16-18 years old male and have pmoed since around 12. I never got into anything weird until the sissy shit.

Anyways what I’ve realized over time is that the sissy thing is just another form of novelty that fuels dopamine to the brain. I know deep down that I am 90% straight. (Everyone is somewhere on the spectrum) I remember having vivid feelings of romance towards women and getting the real butterflies for girls when I was younger. Though overtime that faded through porn use. The other reason I know I’m straight is because when I think of sissy shit I never think of the guys face it’s purely the act of being fucked rather than fucking. I also shrivel at the thought of having romance with another man. Yet I will still have urges to watch this weird sissy stuff and it’s confusing.

That said, I know this is porn related due to the things I mentioned above. It’s a form of the Coolidge effect. You watch some porn for the first time and it’s crazy and a whole new thing. Then after time and time again it gets old so you search for weirder and more specific shit. Your brain is constantly looking for new ways to get that dopamine rush. Then sissy stuff comes along and boom. A TOTTALY different thing. Your being fucked rather than fucking, ur a girl, and ur in the girls position, ur being humiliated rather than glorified (as in regular porn male is glorified) Talk about NEW! And novelty, all the ideas that come with it. It’s like 13 year old you discovering porn for the first time again. So ur dopamine goes crazy at this and that’s how you get hooked on it, not because ur gay, secretly trans, or just weird.

I know some people say it’s caused by low self esteem. I can say that the past few months I can tel my self esteem hasn’t been quite as high. BUT almost all of my life I’ve never had any issue with that and have always gotten girls and been pretty “cool” lol. So I guess this is a possibility but consider too thag if ur someone like me with fairly good self esteem it could be what I mentioned above.

Felt good to share, lmk ur thoughts I’m open minded!

 

So many good points here

• novelty and shock of sP releases lots of dopamine which gets us hooked
• lack of sP desires before porn indicates something is wrong
• idea of having sex as a woman is arousing, but accompanying facets (having sex with a man, romantic relationship with a man, etc) brings disgust
• coolidge effect brings men deeper into sP, allows ideas that would normally disgust to seem attractive

If you haven't joined the group "Recovering from Sissy Porn" please do. It's a great resource for yourself, and other guys need pep talks like this all the time. Would love to hear more of your ideas

 

Thanks for the recognition

Thank for the recognition! I’ve seen some posts on there and I will join!

 

thank u for sharing this here

 

Holding it a couple more days for her would have been amazing but congratulations on the success you achieved.
Enjoy your time together to the fullest.

 

It sounds like a wake up call, anytime you are feeling stressed and or sad you need to get and away from being alone with anything with a screen. You can do this.