Let's make it happen. Defeat is not an option!

Hi.
A few month ago. I gave up porn for about 2 months. That was great!
Life is really better without porn. I made myself busy and I didn't have time for porn!
but after that I relapsed because of some bad events.
But Now I've really Decided to overcome this addiction.
I'll come and tell you about my progress every 2 or 3 days. Let's build a new life...!
Thank you.

“Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome.”

 

I activated my parental control of my antivirus and I installed a program that gives me complete report about my usage.

 

Day 2
I just feel a little bored. I think I need fresh air!

 

Day 3
Loneliness is really bad!!!

Have you ever real Twelve Steps?
It's for alcoholics but It's very useful and attractive!
It's also in "A walk among the tombstones".

1.We admitted we were powerless over alcohol—that our lives had become unmanageable.

2.Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.

3.Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.

4.Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.

5.Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.

6.Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.

7.Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.

8.Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.

9.Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.

10.Continued to take personal inventory, and when we were wrong, promptly admitted it.

11.Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.

12.Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to alcoholics, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

 

Day 5
I believe this time I'm really going to make it happen! My goal is 120 days.
I'm really happy because I know I can!

 

Day 7
First, Thank you for your encouragement and support. I became so happy and motivated. Really thanks!!
From now on I won't just write my mood and story. I will also find motivating video and quotes and post them here. They are helpful and effective. I use them every morning before I start the day!

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Then watch this video. It will reveal a secret and help you!
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Day 8
I faced a big failure in my life. I was very hopeless and upset. (This has no relevance with porn)
and It's going to be worse the day after tomorrow. I'm will be humiliated and lost trust of some people.
But you know. I'm the type of person that if I say I will do something, I'll do it. no matter how. I'll do whatever it takes. and I'll even ready to die for it!! It's not the end until I win.
Sorry for taking your time. Please wish me luck!

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Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
Albert Einstein

 

Day 11

Hi my friends.
I really realized that we are capable of doing everything and we have no limitation!
I understood that if you want to overcome this addiction just do it! Take it easy! Just don't think about porn. That's the key.
Remember you can't just forget it. You should do fill your times with another thing.
For example I go out and walk a little every night and I read book. Do what you like.
Good Luck.

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"You are today where your thoughts have brought you; you will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you."

James Allen

 

Day 22
It's more then 3 weeks. Sometimes negative thoughts about porn come to my mind but I tell myself "what's the use?" and i try to stop them. Last night that thoughts was coming and I went out and ran a lot, when I came back I was so tired but I overcame on those thoughts!
But after all, Sometimes It's not so easy!!
Thanks for your support friends. when I think about this Forum and your encouragement I become so motivated.

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Work hard for what you want because it won't come to you without a fight. You have to be strong and courageous and know that you can do anything you put your mind to. If somebody puts you down or criticizes you, just keep on believing in yourself and turn it into something positive.
Leah LaBelle

 

Day 38
Hi my Friends!
I'm doing Great these days. I never even think about porn.
a few days ago one of my friends wanted to show me some porn pictures in his mobile I didn't tell him that I don't look at them anymore I pretended to watch but actually I was looking away and he didn't understand!
Because one time I told someone and he ridiculed me but now I'm really overcoming this addiction.
Thanks all. Bye for now!