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My porn journey started around the age of 7, when my adopted father left a porn movie in the VCR. I remember being confused but also aroused, even at that young age. I started masturbating frequently and have never stopped since. My home was also very broken, and the man who adopted me was not a very good person. My mother was, and is to this day an addict. I have nothing to do with either of them. I do have a relationship with my real father though. I am thankful for this.

My PMO has only worsened with time. First it was high heels and nylons, all the way to transgendered person porn and everything in between.

I can masturbate excessively even without porn.

I have also always been pretty sexual with women, can never be satisfied with any sexual relationship I have ever been in. Kinky was never kinky enough, some of it very risky.

Thankfully I am still here. I am depressed most days but function okay. I wonder if my PMO addiction has had some influence on my mental health and well being.

The longest I have gone is 7 days, but manage only 2-3 these days. I am beginning a new career, and have a couple kids that I love dearly. I am divorced. One thing I can say is that I have always taken care of my children and family.

Thanks for listening.

 

Thank you!

 

Thank you so much for the kind words. It is very common I believe for people to keep switching the kind of porn they get into. All part of the addiction cycle.