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How did sissy porn change you? (possible trigger)

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Mar 23, 2019.

  1. So sissy porn had changed me in a lot of ways, i will list them.
    1. it changed my walk, i did not even realize this but my friend told me i walked with like a fancy twirl, kinda like i am walking with high heels on i believe, i was practicing that so i am not surprised.

    2. made me an anal addict, i cant even masturbate without shoving fingers up there or a toy of some kind, its like i cant be satisfied unless i do, i would do anal to the point where i was have bumps down there and it kinda hurt.

    3. made me feel inferior, it made me feel like i was less of a man than anyone else, especially black men or well hung men, i am not even small and i still felt like that.

    4. degrading fetish, so i would do a lot of awful things to get off, or things to humiliate myself more and more, you guys likely know all about that.

    5. Body shaving, i would occasionally shave my body because of how feminine it made me look, i am very harry by the way.

    6. cross dressing, so i was into cross dressing since i hit puberty, which was before porn, but sissy porn made it 100 times worse.

    there might be more i cant think of, likely is.
     
  2. davidx

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    Wow - there’s a few guys that have described having a lot of struggles and some major impacts of this sissy stuff on their mind, emotions, life, etc. I’m glad I never really got into it.

    I’ve stated in a few places on the forum I think this hypno sissy porn is PURE F$@kING EVIL.

    Good luck.

    I will say that about 5 or 6 times I got off on that stuff but something inside said STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THAT CRAP.

    ... The last couple of times I watched it there was a very strong “pull” to get into it. (That’s the best way to describe it for me)

    Again good luck!
     
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  3. appreciate it, and it really is pure evil, honestly it effects you in so many ways compared to some minor porn genres.
     
  4. Habbapop

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    Well Not just sissy porn but Gay transwoman and transgendered person aswell made me :
    Sucks dicks
    Stuff / Strech my anal
    Eat my own cum
    Cam show for confirmation from men
    Afraid of been gay ( accepted the face that i might be, made it easier )
    Can't pee in urinals
    Have a hard time showering in public bathrooms
    Have a anal / cock obsession. But it is getting better
    And more
     
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  5. Habbapop

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    Word ! That shit is pulling ! IMO the " best porn " to watch.
     
  6. davidx

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    Stay away from this crap guys - it’s dark!!
     
  7. MONSTER MONK

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    Sissy porn makes you gay?
    Just curious
     
  8. davidx

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    Hypno Sissy porn doesn’t “make you gay” per se. it has a major impact on your brain and it’s like brainwashing you to become more feminine and I’m sure has encouraged some men to head into gay territory. It’s the impact of the heavily addicting activity that can be devastating to some men. I’ve stated a few things about it on the forum and plenty of others have too. Fortunately For me I only got off to it 5 or 6 times and something inside just RED FLAGGED big time - like a very clear STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THIS CRAP!!
     
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  9. i had most of those to.
     
  10. Newlife33

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    I didn't go that far down the rabbit hole but I was headed that way. It just made me unable to connect with other healthy men. They were talking about their lives and it was so different from mine I couldn't relate or connect. I'm not fully healed yet but I'm like half way, and it feels good to be able to talk to people and not have shame.
     
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  11. CS1

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    Sissy, femdom, transwoman and bdsm are the most dangerous porn materials. We must stay away of them it doesn't make you gay but worse than gay
     
  12. davidx

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    Typically it’s a hypnotic display of flashed images usually of hot women with a lot of mixed in shit with direct and concise messages sometimes with hypnotic beats and frequencies that suggest you become a girl / sissy boy, worship d!@k, eat c~m, etc., etc. just whacked out shit. It’s very powerful if guys get into it and can be very destructive and addictive for a lot of men. Any hypnotic and brainwashing porn is very destructive- there’s plenty of posts about it on the forum. Once someone opens up their mind to this shit it can get in deep and start really doing a mindfuck on some guys.

    Once they start PMO to this shit and get into it - it warps the hell out of their mind - usually. Not everyone is as succeptible to it but it’s really fucked up stuff!!

    STAY THE HELL AWAY !! - That shit is pure evil! Any hypnotic porn is just bad news!!! And can very negatively impact your psyche.

    IMO any porn is bad for a lot of reasons - But this shit is evil.
     
  13. porn that tries to tear away your masculinity, it makes you a weak bitch who is below women and men, you basically become a broken soul who lives to be abused and used.
     
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  14. apprentice

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    We all have our own struggles, but I feel fem-dom/humiliation style porn is harder to break away from because it preys on the already weak.

    I have always had a thing for femdom. That's just how I'm wired. From as early as I can remember, TV or movie scenes that featured a woman beating up a guy caused incredible forces to run through my body. This was well before puberty and I had no way of understanding these forces. Outwardly I projected them as anger and would comment that such scenes were fake and stupid, but when I was alone, I would be replaying those scenes in my mind, thinking about different scenarios. I knew I was fascinated by strong, tough, athletic women that could physically dominate, hurt and torture men.

    I was bullied in school and called gay amongst other things. I'm really not gay but shyness and lack of courage made me an easy target. By the time I was deeply addicted to porn I guess a coping mechanism was to sexualise the abuse I had experienced along with my natural preference for dominant women. I didn't come across forced bi and sissy humiliation stuff for many years but when I did it seemed like the ultimate hit.

    Like I said, it preys on the already-weak and makes them weaker, binding them to the material and making them dependent with a re-enforced feeling of worthlessness in the real world. I was a porn addict even before I stumbled into this genre of porn but I share the struggles of those in this thread. Complete abstinence is the only way forward and it will get easier with time.
     
  15. I was born with the desire to cross dress, the thought of being a woman always was so erotic to me, i love trans women and futa porn, sissy porn really took advantage of my natural desire to be a woman, and these desires happened before porn.
     

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