[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 3, feeling good.

 

Day 1

 

Day 4/90. Tough one.

 

Day 4

 

Day 78. Grateful for opportunity to live another day porn and masturbation free.

Today I will remember the truth about porn: full of violence, drugs, diseases, veneral diseases, tragedies, suicides.

Shelley Lubben testimony - former porn star, showing how women are treated in porn industry and how their lives usually look like:

 

Checking in 8/90, Keep it moving!

 

CheckIn!

 

Daily check-in. On day 89.

 

Guys I think am flatlining....zero libido, feeling weak and drowsy..

 

Day 13

 

Guys, been feeling indifferent since my last streak. Been pmoing just to feel better. But I kinda don't bother.

Its like half of me want to change and the other half wants to stay and binge.

But I know how incredibly good it is to be on a streak.
I guess I will go back to writing and write down how I feel now, so when I feel like relapsing later, I can go back and read how I dont want to live.

I reset my counter. Today is day 0/90

 

Day 45/90 . PASS

 

Yeahhhbuddy!

7 Days in!

 

Day 5, the temptation is super strong.

 

4 Days DONE! Feeling good!!

 

Day 61. I didnt have time for checking this week, but Im still on my way.

 

Day 69/90. Better sleep. Woke up to meditate and stretch.

Frustration is my resistance. I will stop resisting and flow with it.
Frustration is "what is", therefore I am not a victim. It is neither good nor bad. It can happen to anybody, not just me. It becomes a learning experience for me.

 

Day 8/90

 

Just keep going, feeling weak means you're healing! You can do this!

 

You guys have really huge numbers there! Congratulations! Keep going!