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Day 90 !!! I did it guys ! But I’m not finished yet What’s changed/ Experiencing

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Surfer760, Mar 9, 2019.

  1. Surfer760

    Surfer760 Fapstronaut

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    Okay this makes me feel better I think it’s just the low sex drive and the Flatline that’s been worrying me and that’s what triggered this which happened about 3 years ago. I just never quit porn and and even all the situations that should’ve scared me into quitting I still never quit. Never had sex as a teenager but masturbated to porn a ton go figure.
     
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    Surfer760 Fapstronaut

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    So day 36... some of the things I’ve been experiencing is my libido is still low but it’s not dead which I think is a good thing. My mind races sometimes thinking about stuff but I know it’s all part of the healing process I know that quitting porn and rebooting will be healthy for my brain and setting it back on course. I haven’t had a full fledge erection yet which is scaring me but I know I can come back from it. By far this is the longest I’ve gone since I stopped back in like 8th grade for a whole 2 months. I wish I never would’ve looked at porn. Stress I feel has gone down a little which will continue to go down if I keep moving.
     
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    Surfer760 Fapstronaut

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    Day 69. It’s been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. Still going strong but I feel like I’ve planted a seed when I started this nodal journey and I’m just now starting to see a stem pop up. If I’m being completely honest with myself I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I know that it’s very far away but hey that’s part of the journey. Woke up today with very very strong urges to masturbate I used to get off to meet&fuck game videos and just get off to big titted cartoon chicks/Alison Tyler/Alana Rae but no more. I’ve noticed that chicks talk to me more now and look at me more which I thought the old nofap saying that NoFap makes you more attractive was just a bunch of nonsense but I feel like I’m not realizing it. I do get wood every now and then which gives me hope. And it’ll be talking to a regular girl like at work or just thinking about a girl I’m crushing on but I feel like I’m starting to notice girls for who they are instead of their bods or how hot they are like I get attracted by their personalities or how they are.
     
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    Surfer760 Fapstronaut

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    Day 90. I finally hit the 90 day mark!!!!!!!!!!!! and honestly I couldn’t be more proud of myself. By far the furthest I’ve ever gone without watching porn ever in my life ever since I started watching porn at the tender age of 13. So it’s been 8 years of just constant porn watching. I feel different to be honest. I started surfing again last week and I’m so fucking happy that I did. My skin is clearing up and it’s like a miracle my skin looks great. What’s so weird is that for the past 2 years of I would surf for more than 2 hours I’d be winded like I just couldn’t paddle anymore and would gas out but now I feel like younger almost like if I can go for hours like when I was a teenager which surprised the hell out of me. My body feels more charged up and much stronger I got my strength back and I feel back to my old self. I get occasional boners everyday if I’m talking to an attractive girl or even like a girl I’m with which can be embarrassing but it feels natural almost like its suppose to happen all the time. I’ve been reading more/ I downloaded elevate an app that is suppose to boost brain function and also trying to learn French, and for some reason I have a goal of becoming a hyperpolyglot. So far only good things have come from not watching porn and not masturbating. I’m kinda talking to this girl right now and we made out outside of her house and I was really horny had a boner but for some reason I feel like my sexual anxiety is still there and I’m afraid of failing again with penetration so Obviously I’ll continue this. I am quitting porn entirely and only want to be with a girl I think it’s time to grow up and be content with a girl. I never realized that I was never really content with a girl before because of porn maybe so we’ll see how it goes. This mark will only fuel me even more to keep going and not watch porn for the rest of my life. I will be posting again eventually but for the mean time Thank you guys for everything peace.
     

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