50 Days completed.

I have no words to describe this amazing feeling. The biggest achievement for me is that after these 50 days I am able to study. Let me explain. From the time I started fapping I used to be very weak in studies and performed poorly which affected my career and I still regret for all the time lost and what i could have achieved. Whenever I wanted to study my brain just refused to sit down and I could not concentrate for more than 15 minutes a day. Now I can easily solve maths problems and I can study pretty well. Another big thing (really big thing) for me is that I have started to develop huge respect for women and I never want to lose it. I do not want to see them as objects again and now I see them as my equal. Someone with feelings and emotions. I have a girlfriend she knows everything about me and I have promised her that I would never touch or see any porn in my life in any way. I do not even look at any pictures or an stuff. I do not want to loose what I have got and I want to be more cautious. That is why I am writing this forum so that it acts as a reminder to me of my feelings. And maybe i need to do this. I have to apologise to all the women in the world for seeing them so low over the time or seeing them as objects. I never want to go back. Thank you all for always motivating me here. May god bless you all

 

Thank you brother !