Every 30 Days

Hi Nofap Community,

I've been on this forum before and I'm here to tell my current and what will hopefully be my ongoing success story and my story . First off starting with my story. I'm a porn addict. As you may have guessed and have been for quite some time. Probably since I was about 13 I have masturbated to porn and boy, has it affected my sex life. In high school I was closed off and reformed but in college I became what people call a late bloomer and grew into myself. Women took notice. However the damage had been done and I massively suffered PIED. I would say throughout college and a little bit after I was with over 20 different woman that I failed to perform sexually I knew I had a big problem. So many thoughts ran through my head am I gay, will this problem ever go away, how do I fix this. So I came across this website after doing research and learned I'm not alone. I was so relieved. I decided it was time for a reboot.


So for more than 90 days ( I forget the exact amount but it was in that ballpark) I rebooted no porn, no masturbation. I noticed the super powers people were talking about. My morning wood came back. A new regained set of confidence. I felt like a new me. In walks this girl who I decided to just be friends with initially. Everything was going great. For the first time in my life I didn't want meaningless hookups or sex I wanted to feel something for this girl. And I did. I fell in love. Then we started to get intimate. Much to my surprise, everything worked! I had successful intercourse for the first time. It was great! Unfortunately bad news was coming my way. We broke up because her parents didn't approve of me. That sent me into the deepest depression of my life.


The next few years were the worst years of my life. A lot of unfortunate stuff happened to me in between that stretch. At this time I don't want to divulge into that. And of course it came back, the porn and the PIED. This time it was so bad that I tried the blue pill and even with that I couldn't perform. So I thought to myself it's time for another reboot. For the past 30 days (32 if you want to be exact) I have been free of porn and masturbation and it has felt great. I've noticed that although I think I'm in the flatline I've felt a lot better than I have in awhile. I plan on updating this thread every 30 days that I am free of porn and masturbation. My current goal is to do a year reboot and than see where we go from there. If you have any questions feel free to ask. No better time than to make a change in your life. I've done this before it definitely works. But just like any form of rehab it's up to us to stick to the program.

 

Hey EvgenNii,

In my opinion the first week is the hardest. Because your body is not getting its daily dopamine porn hits and everything comes crashing down. Think of it like any other addiction problem. The first week and even the second is the roughest because of that instant withdrawal. After that just make it part of your routine not to do it. It should become easier.

 

Hi Nofap Community,

So I made it to the next step on this journey and have a few things to report. I'm officially at 60 days in my quest and am feeling better. I've noticed that I've become more motivated since I started this nofap quest. I've been reading more, working out routinely, and am in the process of getting a new job. As far as my libido is concerned I think I am in a flatline. I also went on a few dates with some girls this month and had moderate success. I'm excited to see what will happen in the next thirty days and will hopefully be able to maintain this nice routine. As always if you have any questions please let me know. Godspeed Fapstronauts.

 

Hi NoFap Community,

Sad to report I relapsed three times in one night. My streak ended with 74 days but now there's a new milestone to beat. Continue on the path my friends we'll get through this. I decided I wont post until my 75th day of my hopeful next streak which should be in June. Hopefully I won't let the team down.

 

I appreciate it brother. I'm definitely starting another one. I plan on getting to 75 and more this time. Thanks for the positive support

 

Sending positive fibes and strength to you man. We're all in this together. You're at 58 days, you're doing great. You got this man.