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Trying to stop the addiction of PMO

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Smile Herobrine, Apr 14, 2019.

  1. Apr 14, 2019 #1
    Smile Herobrine

    Smile Herobrine Fapstronaut

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    To start off, Im sorry for my title, I know it sucks.
    Im a guy and Im 13 (turned in January). PMO makes me very guilty and makes me be like I will run out of sperm cell soon (which is very dumb).
    I have been a porn addict when I was 9 - 10. I didnt touch porn for the next two years. I started watching porn again last year in December.
    I joined NoFap like 2 weeks ago. I didnt read the "How to use NoFap" page, so I missed a lot of stuffs including this.
    I joined NoFap because I masturbated twice that day. I joined this to improve myself from the bad habits.
    I used to watch Porn but I left it after my parents found out I used to watch porn. I didnt know what masturbating was, but I continued masturbating. There was a day when I masturbated like more than 40 times. Yup I was an Orgasm addict. Later, I found out the "thing" (That is how I reffered masturbation as, because I didnt know there was a word for the thing) was known as masturbation and it feels better to do it while watching porn. Then, I continued watching porn and masturbating.
    Finally, I started realising it is not nice whatever Im doing. This thought started making me feel guilty after PMO just like it is doing right now.
    The worse thing is.... Im only 13.
    I did a 60 day challenge in NoFap (I joined like 2 weeks ago) and my results were dissapointing. I did PMO after 11 days. That is my best record.
    I turned 13 last January and I have masturbated 26 times in total.
    January = 13
    February = 4
    March = 6
    April = 3 (which is today, 14th April and twice on 3rd April:( )
    I want to stop the 24 there for the rest of my life.
    I dont know about porn though.
    What actually made me watch porn today is, BTS (the biggest K-Pop band) watches porn, so there is no problem for me to watch it too (Which was a very silly thought) PS- It was my sister who told me this so Im not sure if its right or not.
    Im on Day 0 streak and Im planning to go for a 30 days challenge.
    Im happy that 60 days challenge really stopped me for masturbating for 11 days. Thats a lot for me. I hope NoFap will help me stop PMO forever.

    Thank you for your attention

    PS: I know my paragraphs arent nicely structured and sorry about that
     
    Last edited: Apr 14, 2019
    Smile Herobrine, Apr 14, 2019
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  2. Apr 14, 2019 #2
    Trying_to_Quit1

    Trying_to_Quit1 Fapstronaut

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    You are in the right place, and at the right time apparently being as young as you are. When you fall, get back up and try again. Read the forums, and do the best you can. Like I said, if you fail, just keep going. Get up and do it again. And that's not just true in this journey, it's true and everything you will do in your life. Of course you're going to fail it first, once you get used to it, you will get some success under your belt. Better to deal with this now then have to do it 20 or 30 years from now. Good luck to you as you start this journey again, and welcome to the forum.
     
    Trying_to_Quit1, Apr 14, 2019
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