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Harsh truth message from drunk me which I wont remember

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Paper, Apr 21, 2019.

  1. Paper

    Paper Fapstronaut

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    Listen, you are struggling from this addiction, I know it is hard to stop this, but it is all up to, it all matters from how motivated you are, it doesn't matter if you have P blockers etc, you will always find a way how to relapse, it is a skill you have to acquire, you will fail , but as you fail, you will learn more and more, and you will forge yourself as a better person, I was failing so often , but now , look at this.....116 days, I didn't even felt them passing by. As I am writing this being wasted, I am saying the truth, the truth often sounds stupid and unbelievable, but it is as it is, on 100+ days life is too beautiful, I don't want to fk it up. As I said, you will fail countless times, It is a harsh truth but learn to accept it , learn from your mistakes, I make posts so rarely, I am tired of writing the same suggestions to everybody-workout, force yourself out, because our main enemy is loneliness, by being wasted with using my auto-correct, I am saying, no one will help you, you are the only person who is able to help yourself, this challenge requires a lot of determination and power of will, life is harsh, life is hard, but as you accept it, those hard chores pay off, trust me , life is too beautiful. GL. If you have any questions, ask them to sober me, he will answer.
     
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  2. What do you tell yourself when the urges kick in and your brain tries to convince you to look at porn?
     
  3. ssha6451

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    Good luck mate.
    I know what you mean by failing countless times. It really hurts and you feel like a failure toward yourself and the people you love.
    But you must find a way to get back up. Learn from your mistakes (like you said) and trudge forward.
    Take the hits life gives you and turn it into a determination to be successful.
     
  4. ssha6451

    ssha6451 Fapstronaut

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    I like to post on here.
    I like to write/speak my feelings and what I am going through.
    " I am having urges right now, I really want to PMO. But without PMO my life has gotten a lot better, why would I want to change that?"
    Something along those lines.
    Even if no one reads it, I like the thought to be released from me.
    It surprisingly makes a big difference.
     
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  5. Paper

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    Harsh truth from drunk me-I don't tell myself anything. I had urges sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fkn stron,g but the way I avoided them I went to the gym(It was mostly when I was visiting my hometown, my home and I was alone), right now as I live in dormitory, I have no possibility to do that, but the main idea is , just leave your comfort zone, leave your house, go to run or lift heavy weights. Most of those suggestions on this forum don't work, because people share what works for them, not for you, you have to do research and be the research object, look what triggers you and what caused to relapse, remember it and avoid it
     
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  6. HugoBoss

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    What a great post.. I agree with you 100%
     

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