[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 10/30

 

Day 26/30

 

Again MO, damn it. But finished my Anti Porn Project today.
82 to reasons to hate porn. 24 Tips to be able to avoid and fight porn.

And now I will watch every day 5 Reasons why to hate porn and 2 Tips how to handle it.

So day Zero, but 3 Days without P.
Need at least 3 Weeks for semen retention effect .

I try to last that long.

Wish me luck guys.

 

Hey you are on a good streak, keep going.
I will miss you when you finished this fight.

 

YOU ARE GREAT, your power is finally returning, now finish them.

 

Gotcha! Thanks for the help. MY BODY IS READY

 

day 0

 

Day 19...

 

Day 1

 

Day 4/30

 

Day 17 after relapse. I have stayed a little distanced from the forums until today. I did not want to bear the preasure of seeing be day metric being restarted back to 0. More than 2 weeks later I feel amazed by how fast 2 weeks past without my knowledge

 

Starting over. I had sex all weekend and gave in when I noticed a specific search. Said fuck it, I shouldn’t have.

 

Second day, I have forgotten what it is to have a good time laughing with other people...

Damn! How can such a thing made us to forget about vital activities?

 

Relapsed on 29th day.
Starting from 0/30.

 

Day 20

 

3/30

 

Day 15/30

I gotta say the past 24 hours has been a rough patch! Already broke my commitment to keeping off insta and facebook for the week, and its proven to be somewhat of a temptation...

not to mention I've just been really horny all day to be perfectly honest-- found myself looking for racy album covers on Spotify, and starting to indulge in mental fantasies. It took everything I had to not just make excuses for myself, and I texted my accountability partner as well as posting something on NoFap... thankfully my accountability partner decided to call me immediately, and we had a good chat. The rest of the day has been somewhat of an uphill battle, but I'm glad I called on my support system in a time of need.

I'm already trying to make plans for what I know may be a difficult week-- plans to check out coffee shops at vulnerable times of day, plans to connect with community in times of temptations (especially in the evenings), and I may put in a couple browser blockers as a safeguard. Sometimes it can feel silly to go on "lockdown" when I haven't had an incident yet, but I also recognize that giving into PMO can happen so quickly, while guarding my thoughts is an ongoing and patient process.

My plan for tonight: praying before bed, leaving devices in the common area, and maybe reading myself to sleep with some neutral/ non-triggering reading material.

Shalom
urban_pilgrim

 

Ayy, he's still going strong! Keep it up sir. Things are starting to get harder for me around now, but I'm hoping that if I can really push through this week it will get easier. Congrats on two weeks!

 

Day 26/30

 

Day 27/30