contemplating if life is still worth it.

So I had low testosterone and several urologists felt that increasing it would bring my morning wood and sex drive back...it didn’t after doubling my testosterone from 250 to 500. I did a ultrasound without an erection injection twice and it came out that I had perfect blood flow. Then I recently did an ultrasound with an injection and they said I had vascular disease. My other doctor had his ultrasound expert check it out and he doesn’t believe the test is right. I had pills work for me 3 times and none since. no pills have been working since.


I wake up and go to sleep every day with my penis being shriveled up and cold with no sex drive. I'm never going to get a girlfriend or active sex life with this condition.



I'll die alone anyway, what's the point of living?