90 days Journey

Hi Guys,

Small update regarding 75th day. I feel that after 70th day many things have been changed, I feel more horny now and flatline seems to be disappearing . My sexual fantasies are more related to girls who I meet recently than to porn and my brain is telling me that it is even better. Now I need to fight with myself to not return to PMO even more. I just need a sex with a real girl Because I experienced PIED, I was not 100% sure mentally if i will be able to do it, but i see that I'm more and more relaxed and confident now. Morning wood is something natural, it is much longer than before and penis sensitivity is really great. If you have any questions just shoot.

 

Hi Guys,

I reached my 80th day today. I feel more sex drive last few days and I have sex dreams more often. I have a hard wood even at night and it wakes me up. I on holidays and now I feel much more better mentally when I left place where I live. Finally I got appointment to a sexual clinic, will go there just after my brake and let you know. 10 days to my first milestone

 

Today 85th PMO day. Today I realized how addicted to P I'm and how difficult is to stop watching it. Fortunately i have even more motivation to build an amazing relationship and this is more important. It is very hard now because I have huge erections when I sleep and then I'm awake. I think about sex very often and almost all my dreams are a sex dreams. I chat with a girl and she send me pictures of her tattoo. It was nothing sexual only part of naked body but I was not able to focus whole day and had a huge erection. What has changed last few days ? Aggression level is veryyyy high, dont know why it is like this, maybe because I dont smoke weed anymore, maybe because I have a brake from my muay thai trainings, or maybe higher testosterone level now. However most important is that i can have an erection when i think about sex, what is great. 5 days to go and I will do everything to to be even stronger.

 

Time for 90 days challenge summary:

Mood - finally i feel much better and smile much more, bad days are very rarely.

Sex drive - I need to say that it is difficult not to look at hot girls, for sure huge improvement.

PIED - I tested myself using Brainofporn test and i was able to make myself hard. When i started my journey I was not able to do it. Huge progress, I think I need little more time to get erection even faster.

Anxiety - very rarely and short

Sex dreams - very often

Wet dreams - never

Aggression - much more, I don't feel fear. Very strange

Confidence - Huge improvement

Urges - I can control it


I will continue PM program but I want to reset my counter because of O, hope soon

 

Check this link

https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/por.../how-do-i-know-if-my-ed-is-porn-related-test/

I think that everything is fine now with me, but yes I will be very nervous as well. Yes, it is a good idea to return to dating with women, for sure it will make you fell more confident.

 

@shadow1234 Congratulations, 79 days in a great achievement. I believe that it was not easy, now can be only better.

 

I felt very good after when I cut my carbs. This is a diet for a few months only for me, later i feel bad and had to return to carbs (six pack is still visible). I can and I could control my urges almost all the time. Avoiding PMO is now most important, focus on it.

 

Just train hard and burn everything

 

Thx mate

 

Good to hear it
Most important is to avoid situations when you are alone with access to internet. I spent many hours at work everyday and returned home at evening. Good to find a hobby or something what will help you to forget about PMO. Do you have any withdrawals symptoms ?