question

hi everyone, I'm an angel, sorry if I'm repetitive.
in practice in the last few years I have had a form of fetish paraphilia, combined with sexual intercourse with my girlfriend.
now it's 4 months since I removed this crap, after 2-3 years using women's shoes, shoejob / footjob videos to masturbate.
now I have like a brain vacuum, except for moments where I find lucidity.
I admit that I had relapses, and a strong foot fetish (in fact it happened that I looked at the latter first, for example, sitting in a woman).
how long will it take to have a complete recovery?

 

Thank you very much