The Eleventh It is getting easier to resist the thoughts and urges. Yesterday, I easily dismissed the thoughts of watching porn as a reward for going 10 straight days without pmo. The pmo is not an option mindset is helping me tremendously.
Today is my 15th day without PMO! Didn't write here for long. But today i feel like im in danger. I can stay alone today and it may end up with alco/drug/pmo. Ill try hard.
I see many highly motivated people on this thread. Our path is challenging and very rewarding ! I wouldn’t miss any of this ! Day 50
Day 133. Yesterday didn't have enough time. Neither will today. Kick paralysis in the face and move on.
Day 5/365 Horribly hungover. Put a few things up my nose last night, and drank entirely too much.. I really need to stay away from bars. Felt the urge to relapse last night in the midst of my stupor.. Brought enough consciousness into my state to resist. Regardless, I need to quit doing this shit. I feel like ass. lol.
Awesome, well done dude. IIRC you used to post on the 90 thread back when I was there. Fantastic progress.
Day 51. Yesterday was tough. We have to learn to ride out the tough days so we can make it to the good days. Today feels pretty good. Have a good weekend everyone.
Do your best dude. There are times when it may not feel like you have a choice, but it is still there. Sometimes we just have to wait for a little time to pass so that we can see it again.