this is fucking hard

I have had those same thoughts. Going to a bar and finding a girl to talk to. I’ve never thought like that before. So desperately want to connection. I feel like a weirdo...but have to resist. Thanks for sharing.

 

I can identify. Right now I feel like I’m about to spin totally out of control. I’m too embarrassed to tell others what my current situation is.

Part of me says I shouldn’t be doing what I’m doing, so stop. But another part of me is screaming for intimacy and I end up doing stupid things.

 

What I have found personally is that most every guy I've talked to or shared my struggle with has had the same struggle on varying levels. It is not shameful to share your story. Definitely be wise in how/what you share but letting someone in is huge. You'll think your world is ending and that's because the life that you have in porn is indeed ending. That old life has to die in order for you to live.

 

It happens to me lots of times. I won't gonna lie...

 

Hey man hope you stay strong and can use your energy towards a goal you might have in mind. I currently struggle with watching porn and fapping. I’m going to stop. I’m married, and it’s affecting my marriage.

 

I can relate to that

 

I feel a sense of hope again! All it takes is on PMO and its right back to world ending hopelessness. Been going to a recovery group and being brutally honest. It has helped a lot.