A new start, a DIFFERENT one...

It's not about self-discipline, it's not about "WAKE-UP" moments, it's not about
Determination...

"self-control" or "motivation" will never get you through alone, it's a matter of lifestyle. it's about identifying and rounding up the causes of your urges and preventing them from getting to you.

yes, motivation can make you last for a week, two, a month, or even 3 months, but inevitably you will relapse again.

I've held it back for 3 months now, and I have just relapsed now. This time I'm starting it differently, I'm going to fill my schedule, use a planner and develop strategies to overcome the urges.

But most importantly, I will not lose hope.

I will never lose hope, nor should you either... We will all make it out of this shithole...

eventually...