How NoFap change my life

Hello! I love helping people everytime i have opportunity and i want to do it until the day i die.Having this "gift" i taught medicine it's the perfect job for me.I decided to study hard biology and chemistry in my last year of high school in order to pass the admission test to the university.The problem was i was on info-math profile i didn't give a shit about biology and to be honest i hated it but that time a taught i need to make a sacrifice in order to be doctor.Wrong decision.Even though i pass the exam on my second attempt my life at the university sucked.Because i was not interested in what i was studied i started to fail on exams,i stared take drugs and the worst of all porn.A lot of porn.I ended up repeating the year and everything got worse.More porn,more drugs and the result was depression.I taught that i was not good enough, i am not smart enough.Then i discovered nofap community and it was a blessing for me.I tried really hard to stop porn but i didn't succed just a few weeks streak, so i decided to seek help of a professionist.She helped me with drug and porn addiction and made me realise that i am not dumb i am just in the wrong place.Now i know there are other methods in helping people not just medicine.Regarding to my porn addiction my nofap streaks were like the sunshine between the clouds,they gave me the glimpse of a better,happier life.I can't imagine how damaged my brain is after a lot of drugs and a lot more of jerking(3-4 times a day for like 5 years) but i feel that i can change.Now i want to quit medicine and start studying something that i love in more adequate health condition to have a better future.But it's so hard to fight the withdrawal symptoms of both drug and porn addiction, it's worst combo ever.I know inside myself that i can achieve great things so i will fight and never give up!Why i am posting here? I don't know i feel like this community understands me and encouragement it will be very helpful.