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Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by MikeTheMan, Jun 20, 2019.

  1. MikeTheMan

    MikeTheMan Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone,

    Over the last couple of days, I’ve wanted to make an account on NoFap and tell people my plea, and, after PMOing, I decided to do it. Now, I need help battling a fight that’s been hurting me for years; my addiction to masturbating.

    I have a hypnosis fetish. Have had since I saw Kaa for the first time in The Jungle Book when I was very young. I was fascinated by him, watching the movie solely for the purpose of seeing that scene. Looking on YouTube and websites to see him. Then, I looked at other hypno things, such as clips of animated characters being hypnotized. From that, I got an interest in snakes, even though I’m afraid of them. Once I found out it was a fetish and when I masturbated for the first time, I can’t stop. Since then, my fetish has spread from regular hypnosis to gay furry hypnosis, and I’m straight. My brain, whenever i get aroused, flocks to gay furry hypnosis porn and once the deed is done, I’m disgusted at what I see. To add to that, any spirals, snakes, furry art, or even Pokémon, my libido pops up and takes over. Nothing against the furry fandom but I don’t want to be a furry nor have a fetish towards it. The problem is, my triggers are everywhere, it seems, and I feel like everything I do to stop myself from acknowledging the triggers, they get me.

    Most of the time when I masturbate, I’m unoccupied or alone in the house, but my urges pop up when I’m bored no matter what. I want to write creative stories since I love writing and want to do it but my urges make it impossible to focus in on the words I write. It also hurts my social and emotional life. I get extreme guilt from it and that guilt hurts me emotionally and takes over my day and pesters me every time it can.

    I need people to talk to who might have experienced my problems or have my fetish and help me live a normal life where I dont masturbate and can experience a life that I have always wanted. I know there’s no way to get rid of a fetish, but any way of dumbing it down is appreciated. I hope that you guys can help me on my journey. Thank you.
     
    Last edited: Jun 20, 2019
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  3. YaakovaLovesYHWH

    YaakovaLovesYHWH Fapstronaut

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    Welcome man I’m fighting against hypnosis stuff as well. I also met another girl who got into it from kaaa so weird!....

    Praying for your success brother in jesus’ Name
     
  4. Always be positive

    Always be positive Fapstronaut

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    This will help you a lot, watch this and say goodbye to urges forever

    https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/if-youre-struggling.232140/

    But however urges are sometimes attacking even if you are focused on something else, when i got rid of those 1% foods which increases urges and started enjoying 99% other beautiful foods it became so much easyer for me ^_^
     
  5. Hey & Welcome to NoFap Community! :)

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