My testimonial

Hello there!
I decided enough was enough and finally decided to get porn addiction completely out of my life. I'm twenty-five years old and have watched porn since I was about twelve or thirteen years old. I also happen to be a gay individual in a long distance monogamous relationship. To encourage me through the process, I have put search restrictions on my computer and phone as well as purchasing a fitbit to begin a weight loss journey as well to keep me busy. It's only my second day, but I believe I'm doing very well for myself!!

Having become so sensitized to porn, I have developed some weird fetishes over the years that some of you may not know and have plagued me so much.
The earliest and most prevalent of my fetishes is a fetish for a large belly on a man. This has lead me to primarily be attracted to large guys as well as wanting at times to gain weight as well which is obviously detrimental to my health.
The second fetish I developed was voraphilia, a fetish where one can get aroused by the idea of being swallowed whole, such as a live mouse being eaten by a snake. I would imagine myself being eaten by guys and also watch images of these in the furry community online. More fetishes have developed and the bottom line is I can hardly get off from pure sex without fantasizing about these and I don't know what my real attractions are or what a natural sexual urge is since they are always self-induced.

I plan to be a mathematics teacher one day and I feel overcoming this part of me and these addictions will help me focus on what matters most: my personal hobbies and the betterment of my health. I already feel very welcome here and want to thank those who have already reached out to me!

 

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