starting over, at day 6

I messed up last week. I had a lot of pressure on me in all areas of my life. Ofcourse, it was Friday, a big trigger day for me. I won't quit quitting. I was tired, lonely, angry, and that's a bad combination. I have these "friends" from church that sort of stabbed me in the back, ripping on me playing games, after the things I did for them. That was bothering me. I'm just tired from work and so sometimes I didn't feel like joining up with them before. I didn't get invited lately when I usually do. I let resentments build up at the way I was treated before. I helped this guy roof his house. You'd think out of gratitude for helping him save time and a lot of money, he'd be respectful if I volunteered for something else for him. Life sucks!

 

Yea. These are church people I'm talking about.