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Day 59..but here's my 60 day review.

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Deleted Account, Jul 3, 2019.

  1. As of today I'm 60 days into my journey.
    A part of me really cant believe I have made it that far but damn ik happy I have.
    The scary thing in my case of being PMO free is the reality I had to face. Things that I was running away from the PMO helped me excavate from.
    On the positive I have all the new "super powers" they say this life style comes with
    More energy , SUPER confident ( sometimes too confident) I'm more attracted to woman now then ever but not in a sexual way. I have an urge to connect with them now more then ever. It's a great feeling to not look at woman as objects.
    My GF. Also within these past 60 days I have opened up to my GF about my addiction telling her how much it changed me and made feel like a terrible person. She was supportive and always knew there was "something" else behind my behavior.
    At this point my mind cant even remember what P is like. I have to think really hard to even dig up some old memories of past videos or my past risky behavior with other people who were more likely addicted themself
    My message is for the men who have been completely turned out from this addiction YOU CAN CHANGE. You need to understand that this takes discipline.
    A little backstory on how far deep I was in the hole. I was addicted to transwoman, transgendered person , gay porn only the hardcore stuff and I never thought I would be able to get out...but i did. Niw my body looks amazing. My GF the other night was looking at me and said theirs something "different" about me. Shes knows it and feels it and I'm only getting stronger.
    Nows heres some downsides. Number 1 I know that inhave to stay humble cuz at any moment when I'm haveing a really hard day, or we hey into a really bad fight witch happened recently...this demon of Porn can always return. It seems like it's just a quick fix. But my brain knows it's not worth it . Number 2 my confidence has grown but sometimes it's hard to keep it in check. When I talk to other woman I can feel them wanting me. And it's hard to resist. See guys when your on nofap your testosterone levels are sky hi your sexual energy is at its strongest and woman can FEEL it. And they want it.
    Another thing I have noticed is that I can even tell other men who do it too much. Just based on body language and the way they speak. I even hear some men talk about how much they watch Porn and they love it...it makes me sick that they can glorify this industry that has destroyed so many of us. Well I for one can never defend the P industry. Its poison.
    So 60 days in...it might as well be 6000 days in. Guys their a life outside of the PMO lifestyle their are people who love you. Family that needs you a dreams and goals that are calling you. Please weather your on day 1 or day 101. DONT GO BACK the regret you feel is absolutely sickening.
    I love each and every one of you who have reached out to me and helped me when I have urges cuz I relies now urges NEVER go away . The only way thing that gets stronger is your discipline to not give in.
    Stay strong and may the fource be with you.
     
  2. Very inspiring! Well done!! Keep up the good work!!!
     
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  3. Henry1860

    Henry1860 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for sharing dude. I am just starting out so I needed the inspiration.
     
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  4. homo_sapien the 7th

    homo_sapien the 7th Fapstronaut

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    Bravo brother. Be that Phoenix from the Ash.:emoji_muscle:
     
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  5. No problem bro it's not gonna be easy. In fact I'm literally having an attack right now. I'm stressed and my brain wants me to go back..but I'm NOT I CAN'T I have come to far this energy will pass.
     
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  6. My wings have got me flying brother
     
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  7. No problem brother appreciate that. KEEP GOING BRO PLEASE dont go back
     
  8. Thanks very much for this, and congratulations!
     
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  9. Also, are you doing additional healthy activities (meditation etc) or is your progress just from abstaining?
     
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  10. No not meditation. But I am focusing on building my business the past 2 months so the energy is great. The only things that I have picked up that is a negative is smoking cigars
     
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  11. Interesting. Many are adamant that it's the exercise, meditation etc that bring the nofap benefits.
    Good to hear of your progress.
     
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  12. I do go to the gym on a regular basis. I practice boxing and the extra energy is amazing and the amped confidence is well recieved in the ring.
     
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  13. Bonhart

    Bonhart Fapstronaut

    Congratulations man, I hope you keep going forward! I feel better after reading this, thanks.
     
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  14. No problem bro I will keep going I have to . I have come to far and theirs just too many people around me to help out.
     
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  15. Rebooter85

    Rebooter85 Fapstronaut

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    You are hero! Not because you reached so many days but because you understood the mechanism behind the addiction
     
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  16. Thanks my friend but I also want to share that it took me MANY failures to get to this point. I was at rock bottom I was addicted to some sick transwoman shit. But I see now that only LOVEING yourself is the true key to being successful.
     
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  17. jackhroub

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    Nice dude , damn am getting emotional, u guys are just amazing seriously, congratulations, and one day I will reach the 90 days target!!!!
     
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  18. IAMFIGHTER

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    Congrats Bro, Its my first day again and My longest streak was 23.
    Waiting for that day when I will be absolutely FREE from this addiction.
    Any TIPS?
     
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  19. Thanks bro and look dont get me wrong it's still a choice I have to mentally make everyday..but like they say anything worth doing is worth doing right. I never thought I would make it this far.
     
  20. Hears an honest tip. And it wont sound nice but when you u understand it. Witch I know you will, then you'll see.
    YOU WILL NEVER BE FREE TILL YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ALWAYS HAVE URGES AND TEMPTATIONS TO WATCH PORN. Even if you hit 60 or 90 day you'll still have the urge to PMO it wont ever completely go away. BUT what will get stronger is your mentality and discipline that will grow and get stronger and stronger. Infact its completely normal to be horny and want to release, but making the decision to PMO is all on you. Instead invest this energy into yourself into your business your lived ones your goals in life. Sexual e ery is the most powerful energy we play with everyday.
     
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