Homosexual thoughts

I see it like this, if you think that homo thoghts or urge to try chocholate side of vanilla-choco ice cream are porn induced, then... As i watched tons of sweet animals dopamine videos and i never wanted to bang them
Just acxept that, it is hard thing to do.

 

I do believe is porn related. I get twisted thoughts all the time. I won't get into detail but i think our brain will get its fix at any cost. Watching so much porn and dudes in porn Might affect us mentally.

 

Ive seen this reported on this forum many times. You should probably quit PMO as you have obviously gotten yourself into some pretty deep stuff in your addiction. The good news is you aren’t gay (if that’s what you were hopeing) and you can be cured if you quit.

They do call this HOCD. https://moodsmith.com/hocd/

The medical community hasn’t officially accepted this yet but with more people having symptoms of this, I do believe it will eventually be accepted as a legitimate disorder caused by porn.

 

Porn really messes up our brain

 

No its not normal. Dude, it might be worth considering whether you might be gay or bi, the test is whether you're attracted to men in real life or whether its only when your thinking of jacking off to porn. Never experienced it myself but I know how taboos can make something tempting to watch even if its something you wouldn't normally be interested in.

 

Don’t let this comment make you over think who you are and what you are.

No matter how off the wall the porn is that you watch it does not dictate your actual sexuality or specific preference. Whether it’s interracial to anime your brain can manipulate you to get a dopamine high from different types of porn. Whatever is NEW or DIFFERENT your brain will go for.

 

It’s perfectly normal to have homosexual thoughts during this journey and outside.

 

Let’s get one thing straight, you are not going to see results by expecting them. I was like you once, I did this nofap challenge because I thought all my problems would disappear. Anxiety and/or depression would fade away. Turns out I was wrong. Anxiety/depression have no link with nofap or porn. Check out Porn Reboot channel by J.K Emezi. He’s a great mentor. You must find out the true cause of your porn and masturbation addiction/habit. Once you do that, you will find out your ‘why’ and when you know your why, you will be unstoppable and you won’t even need to try so hard let alone expecting results because you will know the truth. Good luck! I sure know the truth about myself and that’s why I’m here for the second time making permanent change the right way and with the right mindset