Watching porn and not masterbating ( better than PMO )

Hi , About a year ago I started to watch porn and not masterbate for 73 days , I noticed that I was doing a lot better at gym and i was unbelievably stronger than before .
I could bench 60 more than i used to bench before my streak . It was really hard to watch porn and not masterbate but i managed to go 73 days. I looked alot better physicaly and i had limitless confidence .
After about a month into my streak i learned a really really cool secret , I started to have sex with girls and decieded not to cum , I was doing some crazy stuff to make them cum using my oral skills and after i made them cum i felt a powerful thing going down my spine , I dont know what that was but i was feeling like a god , I was strong , Confident , Exetremly more lucky , I could get any girl i want cuz i wasn't afraid to confront anyone anymore .
But after 73 days i was with a girl i couldnt hold myslef so i came and the day after i went to the gym i couldnt't bench for sh*t . i couldnt talk to anyone without stuttering . I lost my strenght and confidence real fast and i started to mastrebate and watch porn again , I'm going to start a new streak of doing sexual thingsbut not cumming cuz i feel everytime i make a girl cum i collect her sexual energy and i grow more powerful.
I know it sounds crazy , But wish me luck my brothers .

 

I had sex after 73 days