50 days reached

Couldn't wait till the 60 days to post (haven't relapsed), to make it 2 months, but I want to share the improvements so far. My previous streak for me was quite questionable because of tinder, technically tinder is like softcore P, where girls are half-naked n all, you just stare on those girls for quite while, where most of them kinda seem fake.
So I decided to start a clean start, first days were terrible I felt ugly and insecure, just one relapse and you start feeling so bad- this is astonishing for me.
I don't like to write very long texts so I will go straight to the point of gains:

*More confident when talking to the people, but I am still learning to be more direct with my thoughts and say what I really like, instead of pleasing everyone
*Aggression, I get more aggressive in traffic flying on 120/130km/h without fear,
*I don't overthink so much anymore
*Faster muscle growth and increase in strength(deadlift 100kg(220) 2x to 120kg(264lbs) 1x in one week, similar is with other exercises.
*I start enjoying things which "suck" , like walking 60km(37miles) with 40kg(88lbs) backpack- getting way out of comfort zone
*My sense of humor has improved very much, best ones come when I don't even try, but I want to make same quality jokes when trying.
*Insane drive for women, thinking about them often.
*I smile a lot more often, almoust everytime, except gym- no happy sunshines in gym!ONLY SWEAT AND BLOOD!
*I enjoy moments of life, when I am hiking or driving around, I just forget about taking photos, I just live the moment
*More chill type ...

Sooo that is it in short story.

 

I haven't tried to compare my smell before and now, so I don't have the information :? But I have a feeling that sweat is now producing more intensively- especially in the gym.

 

Gotta check this also, I have also read similar info, but this is the magic of testosterone tho

 

I didn't have PIED