[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

was on a 20 day streak. Felt great. Unfortunately I relapsed. Day 2 now

 

Day 0. Been getting obsessed with this one escort even though I know I cant date her. Pretty crazy and painful place to be. I always go for the ones that are unavailable to me and skip the ones that actually want me. Pretty nuts...

 

Day 6...

 

congrats bro! you are doing very well, do you have any advice for us?

 

Day 3/90 completed. The biggest problem for me is that I am easily forgettting being an addict and after some days fapping start to come to me like it is not bad think at all. I will remind myself everyday be careful about your addiction. I like the idea of not fighting with the addiction just observe it and do sth else. I will use it this time thanks for advice to risetogreatness.

 

Day 9/90 done!!
Last night was hard, had to give up on studying through the night. I nearly caved in a few times so i put my books and my laptop away and went to bed.
Does anybody have that feeling where u keep surfing the net, clicking on anything u see and realize minutes later that u have actually been searching for porn that whole time?

 

Think about how bad u would feel after you cave. I once relapsed after a 60 day streak. I ended up PMing at least once every week for 2 months. Just started to back on my feet. Giving up is just not worth the effort. Hang in there.

 

Date started: Jan 25, 2019
Day 169/174 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102, 150, 162)
Day 72/90 meeting my goals in challenge
Day 174 no alcohol or caffeine
Day 46 of weight training
-some of you may have noticed my relapse count above has gone up 2 numbers since starting this challenge and wondering why I haven't reset my badge
- though I have relapsed twice during this 90 day challenge, I will carry on to the 90 day mark because I want to see how well I do in this 90 day period
- when this one ends on Aug 7, I will start a new challenge and hopefully nail it next time, God's help me
- in light of this, I have adjusted my own preamble badge to say "meeting my goals" which is to have as few relapses as possible in 90 days
- in my mind, PMO'ing twice in 90 days is a huge success compared to past efforts at challenges so I will not get down on myself
- given that, please don't pass any congratulations on to me at or near 90 as I don't deserve it, thanks
- I am saying this now because you will see me again on this challenge in another 18 days

 

Day 12

 

Day 4

 

Day 43/90

 

Aqui en el dia 1

 

I feel like I don't have much motivation. I think I'm gonna read some success stories and try again, next time let the urge pass. I fapped today without porn, so idk if I should reset it. I feel like after a few days my d feels more sensitive and wants a fap so I think that needs to go. And I need to get on every day.

 

Day 2. Still horny, still alive, still trying to overcome this addiction.

 

Day 4/90 today was a great day! Let's go brothers!

 

Day 14/90 coming to a close

 

Day 6/90 Checking in

 

Day 15 completed. Ups and (mostly) downs. Looking forward to a better day!
75 days to go. Let’s keep on fighting!

 

Day: 2/90
Fitness: 8/90
Diet: 6/90
Unselfconsciousness: 6/90

 

Day 22/90